I could really use some help from residents or other medical students who have faced this problem. I started med school in 2013 and overall did very well - Junior AOA, honors in most clerkships, high Step 1 and Step 2 scores. Throughout my 3rd year I flip-flopped between almost every specialty medicine has to offer. At the beginning of 4th year I still had no idea where I wanted to land for residency and never had the ahh-ha moment. I have the stats to match into whatever specialty I want, and all of my mentors constantly say I'd be good in whatever I choose. By application season I honestly had a pretty significant breakdown trying to find the "perfect specialty." I decided to take research time, clear my head, and graduate/match in 2018 (extending my 4th year). So now that I'm headed into my new application session this fall I need to figure out where I belong in this big world of medicine. Here are my thoughts on specialties. Anes, IM, Peds, Path, Rads, Gen Surg, Neuro, Family, ObGyn, Ortho = Truthfully not interested in these (the good news).
Specialties I'm interested in:
ENT: This has been my top choice for several months (while on research). I enjoyed my 3rd year 2-week rotation greatly and like the pathology, anatomy, and think the clinic/surgery mix is a perfect combo. Lately, I have been having cold feet about ENT because of the lifestyle during residency. I'm single with no children and and only moderately have a life outside of medicine. I'm just having self-doubts about my ability to handle the endless 80 hours weeks or if I get to my PGY-2 and regret not going into a more lifestyle friendly specialty that I'm only slightly less interested in like....
Ophtho: I've done 6 weeks of ophtho rotations and generally had a good time. The things that scare me are the limited scope of practice, encroachment of optometry, and effectively having to "hang up the stethoscope." I'm still generally interested in the content (but ENT content is more exciting IMO), and the lifestyle is undoubtedly easier in residency. I'm having a very hard time weighing the ENT and Ophtho.
I think the toughest thing for me about choosing is understanding the rigor of surgical specialties. It's hard to know what you're getting yourself into until you're actually doing it. I can honestly say I never felt burnt out in medical school. Maybe I was lucky, but I felt like I did a good job of working when it was time to work and relaxing when I had free time. If my life is as happy in ENT as it is in medical school, then sign me up! But again, hard to know. :/ I've heard from so many residents that if all things are equal, choose the specialty with an easier lifestyle. Leaves me second guessing my choices all the time. This decision is paralyzing for me, and it's truthfully the only aspect of med school that has caused me anguish.
Sorry for the long post, but I'm terribly lost. I'd appreciate any help and am happy to answer questions. Thank you all.
Specialties I'm interested in:
ENT: This has been my top choice for several months (while on research). I enjoyed my 3rd year 2-week rotation greatly and like the pathology, anatomy, and think the clinic/surgery mix is a perfect combo. Lately, I have been having cold feet about ENT because of the lifestyle during residency. I'm single with no children and and only moderately have a life outside of medicine. I'm just having self-doubts about my ability to handle the endless 80 hours weeks or if I get to my PGY-2 and regret not going into a more lifestyle friendly specialty that I'm only slightly less interested in like....
Ophtho: I've done 6 weeks of ophtho rotations and generally had a good time. The things that scare me are the limited scope of practice, encroachment of optometry, and effectively having to "hang up the stethoscope." I'm still generally interested in the content (but ENT content is more exciting IMO), and the lifestyle is undoubtedly easier in residency. I'm having a very hard time weighing the ENT and Ophtho.
I think the toughest thing for me about choosing is understanding the rigor of surgical specialties. It's hard to know what you're getting yourself into until you're actually doing it. I can honestly say I never felt burnt out in medical school. Maybe I was lucky, but I felt like I did a good job of working when it was time to work and relaxing when I had free time. If my life is as happy in ENT as it is in medical school, then sign me up! But again, hard to know. :/ I've heard from so many residents that if all things are equal, choose the specialty with an easier lifestyle. Leaves me second guessing my choices all the time. This decision is paralyzing for me, and it's truthfully the only aspect of med school that has caused me anguish.
Sorry for the long post, but I'm terribly lost. I'd appreciate any help and am happy to answer questions. Thank you all.