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Hi everybody, I'm at something of a crossroads with regard to choosing a fellowship (cornea vs glaucoma), and hoping for advice / thoughts from those that have been through the process.
For context: I'm about halfway through residency right now. I'll be applying for fellowships in about a year.
I have a background in academic glaucoma, did a combined MD/PhD with my thesis on glaucoma, and have spent the better part of 7 years involved in high-impact glaucoma research, pubs, giving podium talks at AAO/ARVO/AGS, awards and grants... I've have built a strong CV and strong networks in this subspecialty. I am on very good terms with several fellowship directors at top 10 schools as a result. Everybody expects that I will go on to do a good glaucoma fellowship.
However, after much soul searching I have found that I am not interested in an academic career at all and will not pursue academia. I also -shocking to me and everybody else - don't love glaucoma clinic as much as I thought I would after several months of it. I don't enjoy the complex emergencies/dumping ground that it can be at times, and I don't especially enjoy the patient population. I CAN however see myself doing glaucoma for a career, and being quite OK with it overall. It is the path that is expected, and is the path of least resistance.
After starting actually doing cataract surgery, I am loving cataracts and cornea, and have seen the private practice, high-volume cataract surgery with a refractive component. The personalities and business-oriented mindset of cornea / high volume cataract surgeons seems to jive well with me, and I think that is how I'd like to orient my own practice one day. I love EKs, I find the very fascinating, and I love the patient population. Also, from my experience, cornea surgeons don't always do a ton of complex cornea all the time, and are largely comprehensive + occasional cornea, who just happen to get the lion's share of toric/multifocal cataract referrals.
I think in terms of coming in fresh to residency, I would do cornea. However, I am so far down the rabbit hole in glaucoma, I have the research and the connections. I would likely be able to do a great fellowship and get ahead in my career doing glaucoma a bit faster because of where I'm starting from. It feels like throwing away years of my life to suddenly switch to cornea. I also have no cornea research or connections and it is getting a bit late in the game I fear to realistically switch and nab a decent fellowship.
What would people do in my situation?
For context: I'm about halfway through residency right now. I'll be applying for fellowships in about a year.
I have a background in academic glaucoma, did a combined MD/PhD with my thesis on glaucoma, and have spent the better part of 7 years involved in high-impact glaucoma research, pubs, giving podium talks at AAO/ARVO/AGS, awards and grants... I've have built a strong CV and strong networks in this subspecialty. I am on very good terms with several fellowship directors at top 10 schools as a result. Everybody expects that I will go on to do a good glaucoma fellowship.
However, after much soul searching I have found that I am not interested in an academic career at all and will not pursue academia. I also -shocking to me and everybody else - don't love glaucoma clinic as much as I thought I would after several months of it. I don't enjoy the complex emergencies/dumping ground that it can be at times, and I don't especially enjoy the patient population. I CAN however see myself doing glaucoma for a career, and being quite OK with it overall. It is the path that is expected, and is the path of least resistance.
After starting actually doing cataract surgery, I am loving cataracts and cornea, and have seen the private practice, high-volume cataract surgery with a refractive component. The personalities and business-oriented mindset of cornea / high volume cataract surgeons seems to jive well with me, and I think that is how I'd like to orient my own practice one day. I love EKs, I find the very fascinating, and I love the patient population. Also, from my experience, cornea surgeons don't always do a ton of complex cornea all the time, and are largely comprehensive + occasional cornea, who just happen to get the lion's share of toric/multifocal cataract referrals.
I think in terms of coming in fresh to residency, I would do cornea. However, I am so far down the rabbit hole in glaucoma, I have the research and the connections. I would likely be able to do a great fellowship and get ahead in my career doing glaucoma a bit faster because of where I'm starting from. It feels like throwing away years of my life to suddenly switch to cornea. I also have no cornea research or connections and it is getting a bit late in the game I fear to realistically switch and nab a decent fellowship.
What would people do in my situation?