I just wanted to start this thread about how freaking great I feel now that I have started doing what I love. That's right I am a newbie to the field and have a exhiliration that I get everday I wake up and realize I am doing anesthesia. After having to deal with political crud throughout my department and being the one caught in the middle, after having every young CRNA after CRNA show disrespect towards me, after having attendings assuming I have no clue what an endotracheal tube is or how to put monitors on a patient; I am still so freaking excited to come in day after day waiting for the next case to sink my teeth into. Man I'm hungry I have been waiting for this for so many years. After I place in a tube, an epidural, put in an US guided nerve block and central line, and those always elusive a- lines I get this rush of adrenaline that courses through my veins that flashes with fullfillment which makes it all worth it. When I get to go home after a long day which really isn't that long compared to other residency programs I can help but realize I picked the best field there is. Guys/Gals I am lovin it, I hope this lasts forever or at least till I am done with my residency. 
