Thank you for your responses everyone I really appreciate you input and your motivation.
Please do not be offended I do not mean to say that 223 is bad, its just much much less than I myself expected
I have thought alot about what i did wrong and want to share it so that others dont repeat the mistakes.
DO NOT STUDY the day b/f the exam and on the day of the exam!!!!!!
that was my biggest mistake. I was extremely nervous the day of the exam and studied right until bedtime the night before. I was so nervous that I woke up much earlier than my alarm went off and I actually studied for 1 and a half hours in the morning right before the exam !!!!!!!!!!!! BIG MISTAKE.
During the exam I felt extremely nervous. Towards the end my energy lever ran very low and I was extremely tired... The last two sections finishing the exam (its almost over ...) was on my mind alot and detracted from the actual questions.
That is the reason why I feel so devastated, I had no life for seven weeks !!! I did not do anything but study. I did not even check my mail or pay my credit card bills accumulating fines. I did not go out, did not watch tv or relax. I couldn't sleep without the help of medication for the month b;f the exam. And now to find out that all that work was for a score just slightly above the national average. this is the reason I am so upset
again I appreciate your help and condolenses and input sdn'ers
does anyone know is it possible to take the step 1 twice?? I realy think that if i retook it I can score much closer to my practice test.