This is not the typical 100% I hate research even though I know nothing about it post, so please stick with me
I have two years of full time post bac research assistant work under my belt and a very convincing statement of purpose that paints me to be a very passionate budding researcher ... that, you know, also wants clinical training to inform my future program of research.... But the truth is, I know research isn't for me long term. I find intellectual stimulation in research work, but know that I enjoy direct interaction with clients much more and find meaning in clinical work that I'm not sure I can find in research.
I'm wondering what the grad school experience is like for someone that has pretty solid clinical career goals (but appreciates research and is willing to contribute to research for 5 more years while training). Do you hide these clinical goals? Do you feel pressure to put on a facade of long term research goals to satisfy your mentor and fit in with your research career-oriented peers? I know I certainly can't parade this desire during grad school interviews.... but am curious what the protocol is for after you start your program. Any career clinicians out there want to weigh in? Or current grad students that appreciate research but desire clinical careers? I feel like this remains an unspoken narrative (in fully funded phd programs) until magically one day the student accepts a full time clinical position.
I have two years of full time post bac research assistant work under my belt and a very convincing statement of purpose that paints me to be a very passionate budding researcher ... that, you know, also wants clinical training to inform my future program of research.... But the truth is, I know research isn't for me long term. I find intellectual stimulation in research work, but know that I enjoy direct interaction with clients much more and find meaning in clinical work that I'm not sure I can find in research.
I'm wondering what the grad school experience is like for someone that has pretty solid clinical career goals (but appreciates research and is willing to contribute to research for 5 more years while training). Do you hide these clinical goals? Do you feel pressure to put on a facade of long term research goals to satisfy your mentor and fit in with your research career-oriented peers? I know I certainly can't parade this desire during grad school interviews.... but am curious what the protocol is for after you start your program. Any career clinicians out there want to weigh in? Or current grad students that appreciate research but desire clinical careers? I feel like this remains an unspoken narrative (in fully funded phd programs) until magically one day the student accepts a full time clinical position.