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First of all, you must be an incredibly resilient individual to have gotten where you've gotten despite the trauma you must have faced. Congrats on getting sober, and I wish you all the best.Thank you! I think this is exactly what I'm going to do. I recently spoke with my advisor because I was curious about research, and she told me to email a psychology professor here at my university to get involved in psychology/neuroscience research. I have spent a ridiculous amount of hours over the past week trying to find other careers that I may enjoy, and research--medical research in particular--seems to be the only real thing I've found.
I also majored in Neuroscience and now work as a research assistant in a Neuroscience lab at a major academic hospital. I got this job fresh out of undergrad. This could be an excellent next step for you--from your posts, I gather that what you really want is to be an expert in something relating to Psychology/Neuroscience. Being a lab tech is a good place to start. If you struggle to find a position, look into volunteering--PI's like free labor.
My day-to-day job as a lab tech is a mixture of more boring stuff like breeding/weaning mice, ordering supplies, and some administrative tasks, and cool science stuff like running my own experiments (I have my own project), helping postdocs with their various experiments ,analyzing data, troubleshooting when experiments don't work, and discussing results and next steps with my PI. I have had the privilege of presenting research at multiple conferences and have publications in progress. Since I am at an academic medical center, there are no shortage of cool seminars and talks given by bigshot MDs and PhDs that I get to attend at least once per week. Working at a hospital is a lot of fun; while my job has zero patient involvement, I find it enjoyable to be in an environment where there is every flavor of healthcare professional and researcher around, all working towards improving the health of humanity.
As I'm sure you know, there is a lot of very complicated (and not very well studied) neurophysiology underlying various Psychiatric conditions. Someone needs to do this research, and it could be you! You could get a PhD and have tremendous impact on these patients by elucidating some of these mechanisms in a way that will guide future treatment. I have heard absolutely fascinating talks from PhDs on their work studying the underlying mechanisms of various conditions. You could a do some really cool, kickass research, become expert in your field, become a PI of a big lab stuffed full of talented people making groundbreaking discoveries, develop collaborations with physicians, write grants, review grants, sit on advisory committees, collaborate with pharmaceutical companies, etc. I know that it must hurt to hear that your dream of becoming a physician may be impossible to achieve, but I believe that you have it in you to take that hurt and turn it into career that can have a massive and positive impact on patients.