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Hey everyone,
I'm going to be a senior in the fall at a small private university in Indiana. This could just be my nerves, but I'm starting to feel like I should have gone for a bigger school.
I have a 3.95 GPA (both overall and sciences), and I've done 4 semesters of research at my institution (osteoporosis research). I also did a summer research fellowship at Purdue University working on a yeast proteomics project (40 hours/week all summer). I get my MCAT scores back on Thursday (I know I didn't do as well as I could have; I think my nerves got the best of me).
I'm sure I'll have excellent LOEs from my research advisers and professors, so am I crazy for being nervous about this?
Another thing: I feel like I put so much time into my studies that my extracurriculars have suffered. Granted, I worked for a week at a camp for kids with Muscular Dystrophy over the summer, but I haven't had much of a chance to volunteer during the school year. I also worked as a TA for 2 semesters, and a tutor, but I don't think these really count as extracurriculars .
I also feel like I don't know exactly what specialty I want to go into, but I know I want to go MD/PhD. I have always wanted to be a doctor, but I love the analytical aspects of research.
I'm sorry to vent like this, but I feel like I'm having a bit of a meltdown and I needed to get it out there. Any sort of comfort (or even brutal honesty, if I need it) would be appreciated.
I'm going to be a senior in the fall at a small private university in Indiana. This could just be my nerves, but I'm starting to feel like I should have gone for a bigger school.
I have a 3.95 GPA (both overall and sciences), and I've done 4 semesters of research at my institution (osteoporosis research). I also did a summer research fellowship at Purdue University working on a yeast proteomics project (40 hours/week all summer). I get my MCAT scores back on Thursday (I know I didn't do as well as I could have; I think my nerves got the best of me).
I'm sure I'll have excellent LOEs from my research advisers and professors, so am I crazy for being nervous about this?
Another thing: I feel like I put so much time into my studies that my extracurriculars have suffered. Granted, I worked for a week at a camp for kids with Muscular Dystrophy over the summer, but I haven't had much of a chance to volunteer during the school year. I also worked as a TA for 2 semesters, and a tutor, but I don't think these really count as extracurriculars .
I also feel like I don't know exactly what specialty I want to go into, but I know I want to go MD/PhD. I have always wanted to be a doctor, but I love the analytical aspects of research.
I'm sorry to vent like this, but I feel like I'm having a bit of a meltdown and I needed to get it out there. Any sort of comfort (or even brutal honesty, if I need it) would be appreciated.
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