Okay, so let me explain:
I am four years out of college (but only 22 since I graduated college very early) and have worked at various research labs + biotech companies. I enjoy research a lot, enjoy reading papers and discussing science with other researchers. I do not see myself doing a PhD since that would involve soul-crushing 5-6 years just to be doing a similar job to what I am doing now, just making 30k more a year.
I have dabbled with the idea of med school ever since college and so I got my EMT cert and have been working weekend shifts as an event EMT. I've also been studying for the MCAT for the past 3 months. I have never shadowed any doctors yet.
So why not medical school?
The other day I was seeing my ObGyn, and she was asking me about my job, etc (making small talk) during the exam. And I had this visceral feeling of, I would hate to do this every day as my job. I love having my desk or bench space, working mostly solo and being able to banter with coworkers. I like being in my head 80% of the time, wrangling with problems and trying to come up with ideas. I don't know if I could see patient after patient, make constant small talk, etc. I am technically not actually an introvert because I really do enjoy talking to all my coworkers, but that's a very different level of social energy than always talking to strangers.
So why medical school?
I loooove learning about physiology, the human body. My EMT program was a blast. I like the idea of getting a lot of little problems throughout the day and trying to solve all the different puzzles. Very important to me: I'd like to have a recession-proof job that puts me solidly in the middle class (grew up extremely poor so the idea of making 70-100k per year the rest of my life whilst trying to have a family gives me anxiety already). I'd like an intellectually stimulating job.
I think the specialties of anesthesiology/CC, radiology, and pathology seem interesting to me. But if I am already ruling out patient interaction-heavy specialties NOW and I am not even IN med school yet, is it unwise to go through the effort and should I instead find something else that can scratch the itch?