That's comforting to hear. I'm my own harshest critic -- I feel even peripherally entertaining another specialty while having just completed my only EM sub-i (and mostly enjoying it!) is a bit incongruous. It could be FOMO as well.
@gamerEMdoc maybe you can help me out -- what do you think are some tell-tale signs that someone is a better fit for hospital medicine versus emergency medicine? Do you view any of your residents or colleagues and say to yourself, "Man this person picked the wrong field," or some variation of that? I kinda crossed off IM after really not enjoying my Geriatrics rotation which was essentially a pseudo-IM rotation: come in at 5am to pre-round, round with attending, spend the rest of the day following up some details, leave at 5pm, and many hours in between of not do anything of much consequence, but I realize being a hospitalist or even a sub-specialist is a lot different than residency. And despite my comment a few messages before, I did do an elective with a hospitalist early on during third year (mainly because he was a chill preceptor). I thought a lot of the care provided was a bit boring and usually looked forward to his admitting shifts in the ED.
On the other side of things, I did about 20 shifts in the ED during third year as I picked up shifts with an attending I was friendly with (going on weekends or days off). I enjoyed those shifts too. I mean, I feel like its silly for me to even continue thinking like this I mean have a freaking Ultrasound rotation starting tomorrow so I think it may be more FOMO about finally going all-in on EM than missing out on some fable IM sub-specialty. Any advice or thoughts on my thought process. I am sure there are others in my boat...