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So, I'm in a weird predicament that I feel really ashamed to admit here (please go easy on me). I don't have the financial-aid know-how to figure this one out.
BAD NEWS: Basically, I have tons of credit card debt. Some cards, some consolidated personal lines of credit, etc. I'm working on it. I was irresponsible right out of undergrad, I've had some costly health problems, and I haven't always navigated sticky situations with financial prowess. I work 60 hours/wk (and have for the past 1.5 years), I have a (free) banker through my bank who I've been working with for two years, but...it's still a lot. And it's not going to go away in the next two months before I start school. It's all starting to hit me now that...I have no way to make credit card payments during school (I'm entering with zero savings, no spouse, no family that has any way to help financially, etc).
GOOD NEWS: I've been awarded a full-tuition academic scholarship at my med school (I still have to pay room and board and fees and all that, but, thankfully, all of my tuition is covered by this scholarship).
I've been in contact with my school's financial aid office. They've advised me to:
-find a cheaper apartment (working on it)
-consolidate my personal debts (already have for most, working on the rest)
I explained that even if I do that, with a $900 room and board budget, it's still not possible for me to have rent, food, gas money, and make personal debt monthly payments. To that they say, yes, but it's a start...at least there's less you have to come up with. Less to worry about. But.......that's not a full solution. I can't spend the next two months in this constant state of worry about how I'm not even going to keep my head above water financially once my current jobs end and school begins. I guess I thought it'd be like undergrad, where I had all these loans I didn't need because I had these academic scholarships that covered almost everything and that, when I didn't have $ to pay for monthly expenses, I could tap in to those loans. But the financial aid office tried to explain to me how my COA starts off the same, but then my scholarship is added, so now my COA is lower so I'm going to get less loans since I can't borrow over COA (I think that's the gist). I've done so much reading online, I'm trying to educate myself about how graduate school loans are different, but I don't get it. And I don't get it when my (1 person) financial aid department explains it to me. And no one seems to know what I need to do now.
Did I screw myself over? Am I at a point where I have to choose medical school or declaring bankruptcy?
BAD NEWS: Basically, I have tons of credit card debt. Some cards, some consolidated personal lines of credit, etc. I'm working on it. I was irresponsible right out of undergrad, I've had some costly health problems, and I haven't always navigated sticky situations with financial prowess. I work 60 hours/wk (and have for the past 1.5 years), I have a (free) banker through my bank who I've been working with for two years, but...it's still a lot. And it's not going to go away in the next two months before I start school. It's all starting to hit me now that...I have no way to make credit card payments during school (I'm entering with zero savings, no spouse, no family that has any way to help financially, etc).
GOOD NEWS: I've been awarded a full-tuition academic scholarship at my med school (I still have to pay room and board and fees and all that, but, thankfully, all of my tuition is covered by this scholarship).
I've been in contact with my school's financial aid office. They've advised me to:
-find a cheaper apartment (working on it)
-consolidate my personal debts (already have for most, working on the rest)
I explained that even if I do that, with a $900 room and board budget, it's still not possible for me to have rent, food, gas money, and make personal debt monthly payments. To that they say, yes, but it's a start...at least there's less you have to come up with. Less to worry about. But.......that's not a full solution. I can't spend the next two months in this constant state of worry about how I'm not even going to keep my head above water financially once my current jobs end and school begins. I guess I thought it'd be like undergrad, where I had all these loans I didn't need because I had these academic scholarships that covered almost everything and that, when I didn't have $ to pay for monthly expenses, I could tap in to those loans. But the financial aid office tried to explain to me how my COA starts off the same, but then my scholarship is added, so now my COA is lower so I'm going to get less loans since I can't borrow over COA (I think that's the gist). I've done so much reading online, I'm trying to educate myself about how graduate school loans are different, but I don't get it. And I don't get it when my (1 person) financial aid department explains it to me. And no one seems to know what I need to do now.
Did I screw myself over? Am I at a point where I have to choose medical school or declaring bankruptcy?