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My school offers a funded summer research program. I stressed out picking a project as my M1 year came to a close, and I had to decide between a super-interesting basic science project and a less-interesting clinical project.
I went with the basic science project and it has easily been the greatest source of frustration and disappointment in all of medical school so far.
Nobody in the project - the PI, any fellows or residents - want to accomplish anything.. It wasn't until a few weeks into the project that I was informed that the PI had been sitting on this project for 4 years before he started looking for med students and managed to trap me in this snare. I did a bunch of work over the summer to get the data ready and we sent it over for processing so we could start the analysis. That was in July. It's now December, and the folks who we are waiting on are not even halfway done. I've been pestering them for updates and even showed up in person, and it's just excuse after excuse. My PI doesn't care - this is his last basic science project and he's transitioned his lab to fully clinical projects.
Meanwhile, my classmates have already been presenting their research at conferences across the country, and some are working on first-author manuscripts.
Everyone who participates is expected to present a poster at a med student research seminar early next year, right before we start dedicated, and I highly doubt I'll have anything at that point either.
It sucks because I'm really interested in academics as a big part of my career, and I'm worried about how much this flaming sack of **** is going to hold me back. Not to mention, I may have to give back some of my summer funding considering next to no progress has been made.
So my single greatest chance to get meaningful research done has been absolutely wasted, along with a lot of my spare time during M2. Now I'll have to try to wedge some sort of meaningful project into my limited time on slow rotations in M3, and even then I will be light-years behind my classmates and other folks applying for academic residencies.
Not even sure what I'm expected from SDN. Maybe reassurance, maybe a story from someone who did something similar. Maybe a bunch of people to tell me I'm a ***** and this is all my fault.
My school offers a funded summer research program. I stressed out picking a project as my M1 year came to a close, and I had to decide between a super-interesting basic science project and a less-interesting clinical project.
I went with the basic science project and it has easily been the greatest source of frustration and disappointment in all of medical school so far.
Nobody in the project - the PI, any fellows or residents - want to accomplish anything.. It wasn't until a few weeks into the project that I was informed that the PI had been sitting on this project for 4 years before he started looking for med students and managed to trap me in this snare. I did a bunch of work over the summer to get the data ready and we sent it over for processing so we could start the analysis. That was in July. It's now December, and the folks who we are waiting on are not even halfway done. I've been pestering them for updates and even showed up in person, and it's just excuse after excuse. My PI doesn't care - this is his last basic science project and he's transitioned his lab to fully clinical projects.
Meanwhile, my classmates have already been presenting their research at conferences across the country, and some are working on first-author manuscripts.
Everyone who participates is expected to present a poster at a med student research seminar early next year, right before we start dedicated, and I highly doubt I'll have anything at that point either.
It sucks because I'm really interested in academics as a big part of my career, and I'm worried about how much this flaming sack of **** is going to hold me back. Not to mention, I may have to give back some of my summer funding considering next to no progress has been made.
So my single greatest chance to get meaningful research done has been absolutely wasted, along with a lot of my spare time during M2. Now I'll have to try to wedge some sort of meaningful project into my limited time on slow rotations in M3, and even then I will be light-years behind my classmates and other folks applying for academic residencies.
Not even sure what I'm expected from SDN. Maybe reassurance, maybe a story from someone who did something similar. Maybe a bunch of people to tell me I'm a ***** and this is all my fault.