I'm sorry to hear of your experience. I knew someone who failed anatomy, was placed in our class, failed the first block, then hauled ass 24/7 to pass.
You're not stupid, you clearly made it to med school.
What you need to do is figure out WHY you failed so you can address those factors. You said you studied your butt off, so maybe you need to study *differently* than you did before.
Was your problem with the practical or with the written aspect?
Was your problem memorizing names of structures?
I did extremely well in anatomy, here was my regimen:
- Watched Acland's DVDs for the particular block (buy them off Amazon!), this introduced me to the anatomy in the area
- Read Moore's Essential clinical anatomy for the area, referred to Big Moore when I needed more detail
- Watched UMich (
http://anatomy.med.umich.edu/) AND UWisc (
http://www.anatomy.wisc.edu/teaching.html) anatomy videos, since those videos highlighted the most important structures
- Did ALL the quiz questions from UMich at least 2-3 days before the test
- Did ALL the BRS anatomy questions about 4-5 days before a test
- Week before a test, went through BRS and made sure I knew everything and knew important anatomical relationships to each other.
- Used Netter / Muscle flashcards, referred to Netter to draw out anastomoses, made diagrams, etc.
- Went to lab every night for a week before the test and found EVERYTHING I needed to find.
Where did you lose points in? What intimidated you on the test? What did you get wrong? Which block was tough for you?