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Hello, everyone. I am a long time lurker, I made an account back in the early 10s but forgot it.
Small background:
26 Asian male. Liberal Arts degree and a premed track from a state school in the midwest. After a mediocre undergrad career, I applied solely to DO schools for one cycle while working as a tutor/part-owner at a learning center.
I was a first semester student at a Big 4 Caribbean school. Not going to reveal which, but people can probably guess which by my descriptions. I was academically dismissed due to failing my classes by an extremely small margin. I don't have any excuse, other than the fact that I wasn't ready and I jumped too soon without considering whether the environment of this school was a fit for me. I didn't really do any research into the school other than the fact that this was the only school that accepted me without any caveats (premed program, take more classes, etc). I didn't go out and party (there is literally nothing to do where I am at except drinking which I don't) or even socialize at all. Even those that did do all that have moved on to the next semester, and I haven't. The accelerated curriculum, the bare bones facilities, etc. I am not really blaming anyone but myself, not even the school, especially when there are others who are passing so therefore it is my own deficiencies.
I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety, attributed to late diagnose of ADHD, which I didn't really take seriously due to a bunch of different reasons, a few days before my acceptance, and in my happiness, I thought I could power through it (I know, it was stupid on my part). In hindsight, I should have started therapy and the medication, but health insurance issue were making things hard for me to get good treatment so I just decide to go through it alone.
I have no idea of what to do next. I previously applied to SMP programs, all of whom rejected me, except for one, but I could not accept it due to getting the acceptance only 1 week before orientation and I was given only a few hours to say yes or no, and it was during a very tough time in my family, so I said no, and they did not want to push my acceptance to the next term (meaning I would have to reapply). I wrote out the application for the next year, but never finished it because I got in to the Caribbean medical school. I could probably try SMP programs again, but they will ask me what I have been doing for the last year, and I have no answer. Should I disclose that I attended (and failed out) of this medical school? I am considering other countries (maybe going back to India or the Phillippine in an MBBS program)
I don't know whether I want to pursue an MD/DO (or if it is even possible at this point), but I know I want to be in the health field 100%.
Small background:
26 Asian male. Liberal Arts degree and a premed track from a state school in the midwest. After a mediocre undergrad career, I applied solely to DO schools for one cycle while working as a tutor/part-owner at a learning center.
I was a first semester student at a Big 4 Caribbean school. Not going to reveal which, but people can probably guess which by my descriptions. I was academically dismissed due to failing my classes by an extremely small margin. I don't have any excuse, other than the fact that I wasn't ready and I jumped too soon without considering whether the environment of this school was a fit for me. I didn't really do any research into the school other than the fact that this was the only school that accepted me without any caveats (premed program, take more classes, etc). I didn't go out and party (there is literally nothing to do where I am at except drinking which I don't) or even socialize at all. Even those that did do all that have moved on to the next semester, and I haven't. The accelerated curriculum, the bare bones facilities, etc. I am not really blaming anyone but myself, not even the school, especially when there are others who are passing so therefore it is my own deficiencies.
I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety, attributed to late diagnose of ADHD, which I didn't really take seriously due to a bunch of different reasons, a few days before my acceptance, and in my happiness, I thought I could power through it (I know, it was stupid on my part). In hindsight, I should have started therapy and the medication, but health insurance issue were making things hard for me to get good treatment so I just decide to go through it alone.
I have no idea of what to do next. I previously applied to SMP programs, all of whom rejected me, except for one, but I could not accept it due to getting the acceptance only 1 week before orientation and I was given only a few hours to say yes or no, and it was during a very tough time in my family, so I said no, and they did not want to push my acceptance to the next term (meaning I would have to reapply). I wrote out the application for the next year, but never finished it because I got in to the Caribbean medical school. I could probably try SMP programs again, but they will ask me what I have been doing for the last year, and I have no answer. Should I disclose that I attended (and failed out) of this medical school? I am considering other countries (maybe going back to India or the Phillippine in an MBBS program)
I don't know whether I want to pursue an MD/DO (or if it is even possible at this point), but I know I want to be in the health field 100%.