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Hi,
About a two weeks ago, I finished my first rotation in family med. I haven't seen my whole grade, but I have seen 1 eval, and it was really bad. I was given average on everything, except communications, where I was given significantly below average points. I did so badly, infarct, thAt my preceptor felt the need to phone my school about it--I have yet to find out why. I also was told I made patients and staff feel uncomfortable--again I have no idea how.This came as an absolute shock to me, as when I asked that preceptor for feedback they said nothing about this. My other preceptor told me they were very impressed with me, too.
I understand that not all preceptors give high scores, but the fact she felt that I did so badly that she need to phone my school about it scares me. I know I'm very shy and have few friends, and the eval came from the first days of my rotation, and I was very afraid to speak with patients at that time. I know I come close to being considered avpd, but I did try to engage with nurses, staff and patients. One possible issue is that I read my family med book during breaks and free time- which is what I thought I was supposed to be doing. I did show enthusiasm throughout the rotation, and stayed extra hours as well.
After doing so well in preclinicals, and hoping for a competitive residency, I'm crushed. I almost feel that I should consider leaving med school, as I don't think I'll make it as a doctor with poor inter professional skills. I don't really know where to go from here.
Thanks in advance.
About a two weeks ago, I finished my first rotation in family med. I haven't seen my whole grade, but I have seen 1 eval, and it was really bad. I was given average on everything, except communications, where I was given significantly below average points. I did so badly, infarct, thAt my preceptor felt the need to phone my school about it--I have yet to find out why. I also was told I made patients and staff feel uncomfortable--again I have no idea how.This came as an absolute shock to me, as when I asked that preceptor for feedback they said nothing about this. My other preceptor told me they were very impressed with me, too.
I understand that not all preceptors give high scores, but the fact she felt that I did so badly that she need to phone my school about it scares me. I know I'm very shy and have few friends, and the eval came from the first days of my rotation, and I was very afraid to speak with patients at that time. I know I come close to being considered avpd, but I did try to engage with nurses, staff and patients. One possible issue is that I read my family med book during breaks and free time- which is what I thought I was supposed to be doing. I did show enthusiasm throughout the rotation, and stayed extra hours as well.
After doing so well in preclinicals, and hoping for a competitive residency, I'm crushed. I almost feel that I should consider leaving med school, as I don't think I'll make it as a doctor with poor inter professional skills. I don't really know where to go from here.
Thanks in advance.