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Hoping for some advice here.
I am a fourth year med student. I have absolutely no clue, NOT A CLUE, what to do specialty wise. I'm in a unique predicament bc husband is already matched in a five year surgery program somewhere with not many other programs. We bought a house there, not much likelihood of him transferring. I wanted that location bc it's close to family so we would have help... thinking a few years from now we might try for a baby. Now I'm just confused and overwhelmed with what to do.
I enjoyed ob-gyn and surgery, but neither seemed to be suited for my personality and the hours really wore on me after a while. I didn't really mesh with the people on ob, to the point that I felt pretty miserable a good bit of the time. But I enjoyed the surgeries and the deliveries. That said, I didn't feel SOLD on it, the material wasn't that interesting to me, and I just don't necessarily feel like it would be a good decision to choose it. I really don't want the hours of the typical ob/gyn when I get out. I know people say it can be what you want to make it, but there are so many people miserable in the field that it makes me question that. I'm just not sold on it. but I enjoy women as patients. I don't know.
surgery was fun. the hours were long, and I even considered it for a while. people laughed and said I would be "the friendliest surgeon they had ever met". I had a master plan to do breast surgery, which I thought would be a pretty great fit, bc I love oncology and I really enjoy the OR. Plus there's some hand holding and follow up with breast onco, not something you get in every subspec of surgery. That said, it takes six years, and I'm a woman, and it would be all-consuming for all of those six years, and I'm not sure if I want to put off having a family and having time for other things until mid-thirties. Plus, my husband is in a fairly malignant, traditional, trauma heavy surgery program, and it's the only one in that city, with NO nearby programs. The program isn't a good fit for me- personality wise, I'm not sure if I could handle the yelling, intimidation, q3 call, etc. But if I didn't try to match at his program, we'd be separated for five years, and I'm not sure if that would be good..... plus, I worry about job availability if I tried to go for the breast surg track. Husband wants to do big career himself, we want to settle close to family, and if I can't get a job doing breast surg, I'm not going to want to take the call and work the 60+ hours of gen surgery. I guess maybe by then, things could be more flexible hours wise, but I'm not sure if the attitude on surgery is amenable to those changes.
which is when I wonder if ob/gyn would be a better route- surplus of jobs, maybe the atmosphere/hours will be more adaptable by the time I'm out of residency, still women's health... but I don't just LOVE it the way I see the ob-gyn 4th year applicants loving it....
I had had all of these doubts before, so I signed up for a peds wards month this month, and I am not enjoying it, unfortunately. I love, love the people, then attendings and residents are GREAT, I really prefer the personalities compared to surgery or ob/gyn. I would love to have them as colleagues, but I find the WORK ITSELF absolutely, mind-numbingly boring, and spend most of every day not enjoying rounding/floor work/monotony of the field, and don't enjoy doing pediatric medicine. I thought thinking kids were adorable and lovable would equal enjoying peds medicine. NOT so. So it's out, which is really sad, bc husband's city has a GREAT program. pretty much the ONLY great program in the entire city. the family med program sucks, they don't have ER or anesthesiology AT ALL. If I can't handle the boredom/monotony of peds, IM really isn't a feasible option....
so then I think- hell, if neither of those specialties seem to be a fit, maybe I should consider ER, anesthesiology. ER or anesthesiology might fit. flexibility plus plenty of jobs at the end of the road. some procedures, not the boredom of endless rounding. sadly though, no programs near husband so the trade off would be living 2-4 hours away, maybe further, for 3-4 years. Ugh. and I don't have TIME this year to do rotations in ER and anesthesiology this fall and still have time to get recs and apply this fall. I'm slightly below average so I can't really afford to not apply and be unsure for much longer....
so then I wonder if I should just do family medicine. home programs near husband that are solid (within 1.5 hours of his program), some women's health, great hours even in residency, and hell, it would just be EASY. which in my situation, EASY is looking more and more desirable. I'm not sure if I'm just SO overwhelmed by trying to do what's best for my marriage and me too, or what. I'm concerned that I'm going to be bored in family med, but actually thought the rotation in the community was light years better than inpatient medicine or peds. I really don't care for the wards/rounding. Doing fam med was relaxed, I liked the people...
I just have NO IDEA. any advice would be greatly appreciated.
I am a fourth year med student. I have absolutely no clue, NOT A CLUE, what to do specialty wise. I'm in a unique predicament bc husband is already matched in a five year surgery program somewhere with not many other programs. We bought a house there, not much likelihood of him transferring. I wanted that location bc it's close to family so we would have help... thinking a few years from now we might try for a baby. Now I'm just confused and overwhelmed with what to do.
I enjoyed ob-gyn and surgery, but neither seemed to be suited for my personality and the hours really wore on me after a while. I didn't really mesh with the people on ob, to the point that I felt pretty miserable a good bit of the time. But I enjoyed the surgeries and the deliveries. That said, I didn't feel SOLD on it, the material wasn't that interesting to me, and I just don't necessarily feel like it would be a good decision to choose it. I really don't want the hours of the typical ob/gyn when I get out. I know people say it can be what you want to make it, but there are so many people miserable in the field that it makes me question that. I'm just not sold on it. but I enjoy women as patients. I don't know.
surgery was fun. the hours were long, and I even considered it for a while. people laughed and said I would be "the friendliest surgeon they had ever met". I had a master plan to do breast surgery, which I thought would be a pretty great fit, bc I love oncology and I really enjoy the OR. Plus there's some hand holding and follow up with breast onco, not something you get in every subspec of surgery. That said, it takes six years, and I'm a woman, and it would be all-consuming for all of those six years, and I'm not sure if I want to put off having a family and having time for other things until mid-thirties. Plus, my husband is in a fairly malignant, traditional, trauma heavy surgery program, and it's the only one in that city, with NO nearby programs. The program isn't a good fit for me- personality wise, I'm not sure if I could handle the yelling, intimidation, q3 call, etc. But if I didn't try to match at his program, we'd be separated for five years, and I'm not sure if that would be good..... plus, I worry about job availability if I tried to go for the breast surg track. Husband wants to do big career himself, we want to settle close to family, and if I can't get a job doing breast surg, I'm not going to want to take the call and work the 60+ hours of gen surgery. I guess maybe by then, things could be more flexible hours wise, but I'm not sure if the attitude on surgery is amenable to those changes.
which is when I wonder if ob/gyn would be a better route- surplus of jobs, maybe the atmosphere/hours will be more adaptable by the time I'm out of residency, still women's health... but I don't just LOVE it the way I see the ob-gyn 4th year applicants loving it....
I had had all of these doubts before, so I signed up for a peds wards month this month, and I am not enjoying it, unfortunately. I love, love the people, then attendings and residents are GREAT, I really prefer the personalities compared to surgery or ob/gyn. I would love to have them as colleagues, but I find the WORK ITSELF absolutely, mind-numbingly boring, and spend most of every day not enjoying rounding/floor work/monotony of the field, and don't enjoy doing pediatric medicine. I thought thinking kids were adorable and lovable would equal enjoying peds medicine. NOT so. So it's out, which is really sad, bc husband's city has a GREAT program. pretty much the ONLY great program in the entire city. the family med program sucks, they don't have ER or anesthesiology AT ALL. If I can't handle the boredom/monotony of peds, IM really isn't a feasible option....
so then I think- hell, if neither of those specialties seem to be a fit, maybe I should consider ER, anesthesiology. ER or anesthesiology might fit. flexibility plus plenty of jobs at the end of the road. some procedures, not the boredom of endless rounding. sadly though, no programs near husband so the trade off would be living 2-4 hours away, maybe further, for 3-4 years. Ugh. and I don't have TIME this year to do rotations in ER and anesthesiology this fall and still have time to get recs and apply this fall. I'm slightly below average so I can't really afford to not apply and be unsure for much longer....
so then I wonder if I should just do family medicine. home programs near husband that are solid (within 1.5 hours of his program), some women's health, great hours even in residency, and hell, it would just be EASY. which in my situation, EASY is looking more and more desirable. I'm not sure if I'm just SO overwhelmed by trying to do what's best for my marriage and me too, or what. I'm concerned that I'm going to be bored in family med, but actually thought the rotation in the community was light years better than inpatient medicine or peds. I really don't care for the wards/rounding. Doing fam med was relaxed, I liked the people...
I just have NO IDEA. any advice would be greatly appreciated.