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I'm about two weeks into my first sub-I on a fairly low volume service. I'm not getting a ton of OR time (2-3 days/week). I also had a different core clerkship than most of my classmates applying into surgery, which didn't have me as involved in the OR as some other students might have been. I'm wondering where the bar is on overall technical skills as I feel I might be a little behind.
To be specific, my tying is very solid. I throw very smooth one-handed knots. I can easily close a few ports quick enough to not annoy the anesthesiologist, and probably 2 of 3 of them will be good, but usually one has a small dimple or isn't quite superficial enough to completely bring the edges together without dermabond. I can do a subcuticular, and the end product looks decent, but I was somewhat inefficient with my suture use, and my senior was pretty critical of my overall movements and technique today. I'm definitely clunky at times. In the last week, I dropped the loop on my Aberdeen hitch once and had to fumble with it for at least 30 seconds to sort it all out, which my senior noticed, and I bent my needle doing a subcuticular.
My senior has been completely awesome and supportive, showing me lots of tips to improving my economy of movement and overall ergonomics. I'm definitely improving every time I go to the OR. However, I was recently pulled from clinic and moved to a high-volume service for a few days, and it's just dawned on me that this could be their way of saying I need more practice/volume/exposure. If this is the case, obviously I'm grateful their response is to get me that needed volume, but I'm also concerned I might be pretty far behind and making a bad impression. I practice at home when I have time (though I don't have much), but nothing really replicates human skin well enough to sort out these issues.
To be specific, my tying is very solid. I throw very smooth one-handed knots. I can easily close a few ports quick enough to not annoy the anesthesiologist, and probably 2 of 3 of them will be good, but usually one has a small dimple or isn't quite superficial enough to completely bring the edges together without dermabond. I can do a subcuticular, and the end product looks decent, but I was somewhat inefficient with my suture use, and my senior was pretty critical of my overall movements and technique today. I'm definitely clunky at times. In the last week, I dropped the loop on my Aberdeen hitch once and had to fumble with it for at least 30 seconds to sort it all out, which my senior noticed, and I bent my needle doing a subcuticular.
My senior has been completely awesome and supportive, showing me lots of tips to improving my economy of movement and overall ergonomics. I'm definitely improving every time I go to the OR. However, I was recently pulled from clinic and moved to a high-volume service for a few days, and it's just dawned on me that this could be their way of saying I need more practice/volume/exposure. If this is the case, obviously I'm grateful their response is to get me that needed volume, but I'm also concerned I might be pretty far behind and making a bad impression. I practice at home when I have time (though I don't have much), but nothing really replicates human skin well enough to sort out these issues.