Having a hard time starting med school next month. I lived away from home for 5 years, had a blast, and came home for my app year. But I wanna stay home so badly. I’m literally forcing myself at this point to go to school and have started antidepressants. From LA so odds I match here are slim. School is in a suburb ~30 min outside a big city across the country. I really don’t wanna leave for up to 10 years anymore. Friends, parents(who are aging), family are all here.