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I don't know how to begin this thread but I'm going to try.
I was a MS-1 at Northwestern Chicago Med back in 2002. I started online gambling when I was a senior in college, betting on college and professional sports. Sadly, the habit became out of control and I continue to wager online during my first year of medical school. I do not have much money so I always seem to gamble to try to pay for my rent, meals, books, etc. It was a total disaster.
Past forward two years. I won so much money, over $100,000 but eventually I lost it all. Present day consequences because of my compulsive gambling habit.
1) $95,000 in personal debts.
2) The following credit cards cancelled my account: American Express, MBNA America, Citibank, Providian because of failured to pay.
3) Bank account cancelled by Bank of America.
4) Creditors harrasing me everyday.
and............................................
5) I was kicked out of medical school because I failed a few of my courses more than once.
I know this sounds untrue, but it is to the letter. I am currently living my life with so much regrets.
Rewinding my life back three years, I was living a great life. No debt, well known and respected among family and peers, and a medical career in the horizon. My acceptance to Northwestern was very hard earned. I was on the verge of making it in the real world.
Anyhow, that's the story of my pathetic life. Literally, it's no more than **** right now because of gambling. I don't know if I will ever forgive myself but if killing yourself is not a sin, I would have done it a long time ago.
I hope no one has to go through what I went through. I have a brother who is in med school right now. I tell him everyday, don't **** up like your old bro. I cried because we were suppose to have a private practice together now he have to do it without me.
-S.R.
I was a MS-1 at Northwestern Chicago Med back in 2002. I started online gambling when I was a senior in college, betting on college and professional sports. Sadly, the habit became out of control and I continue to wager online during my first year of medical school. I do not have much money so I always seem to gamble to try to pay for my rent, meals, books, etc. It was a total disaster.
Past forward two years. I won so much money, over $100,000 but eventually I lost it all. Present day consequences because of my compulsive gambling habit.
1) $95,000 in personal debts.
2) The following credit cards cancelled my account: American Express, MBNA America, Citibank, Providian because of failured to pay.
3) Bank account cancelled by Bank of America.
4) Creditors harrasing me everyday.
and............................................
5) I was kicked out of medical school because I failed a few of my courses more than once.
I know this sounds untrue, but it is to the letter. I am currently living my life with so much regrets.
Rewinding my life back three years, I was living a great life. No debt, well known and respected among family and peers, and a medical career in the horizon. My acceptance to Northwestern was very hard earned. I was on the verge of making it in the real world.
Anyhow, that's the story of my pathetic life. Literally, it's no more than **** right now because of gambling. I don't know if I will ever forgive myself but if killing yourself is not a sin, I would have done it a long time ago.
I hope no one has to go through what I went through. I have a brother who is in med school right now. I tell him everyday, don't **** up like your old bro. I cried because we were suppose to have a private practice together now he have to do it without me.
-S.R.