I don't think my heart was in it anymore. I kept seeing all the cons to pharmacy school and having a career in it. I felt in love with pharmacy when I worked at an independent pharmacy. I'm also happy that I did it my first semester rather than waiting longer. I lost interest and tomorrow I have an interview doing something totally different that I have never done before. I'm super excited to try something new! I used to stress about not knowing what to do with my life, but I'm not anymore at all. I have tried so many things, and I master them. For example, the first year that I ever taught was the first time that my state came out with a subject (that I taught) state-wide exam and two of my students scored perfect. Also, it was the first time ever that students from the school won at the county's math competition.
Ok, so the point of this is that my friends and family are pushing me into the direction of settle down and seal the deal. Pretty much to take the easy way out. Like what if I'm not meant to have a career? so my boss who is all the way to the very top fires me. He reports to two others. But he talks to me, talks to me, talks to me and talks to me more. I think that I have forgiven him for firing me. He tells me that I'm smart, beautiful and perfect. Takes me out to dinner and that's $200 every night and at every bar its a minimum of $80 on drinks the same evening. The car is 100k and the cocaine is straight out of the boat or airplane and goes directly to our noses.So we're out and about and he gets tons of attention like me. Yes, there is definitely negatives to a person in his power position. At this point in my life, I'm getting pushed to pick someone. I don't like anyone that much. It's not too late to have a career at my age right? Like am I getting old? I don't have to work, but is it worth it to keep trying to figure what I want to do? I think yes, but will I look back and say I wasted my time? Will I ever figure it out?
Ok, so the point of this is that my friends and family are pushing me into the direction of settle down and seal the deal. Pretty much to take the easy way out. Like what if I'm not meant to have a career? so my boss who is all the way to the very top fires me. He reports to two others. But he talks to me, talks to me, talks to me and talks to me more. I think that I have forgiven him for firing me. He tells me that I'm smart, beautiful and perfect. Takes me out to dinner and that's $200 every night and at every bar its a minimum of $80 on drinks the same evening. The car is 100k and the cocaine is straight out of the boat or airplane and goes directly to our noses.So we're out and about and he gets tons of attention like me. Yes, there is definitely negatives to a person in his power position. At this point in my life, I'm getting pushed to pick someone. I don't like anyone that much. It's not too late to have a career at my age right? Like am I getting old? I don't have to work, but is it worth it to keep trying to figure what I want to do? I think yes, but will I look back and say I wasted my time? Will I ever figure it out?
