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I don't know where to began. It is so much. Was on my way to a job interview(just a regular job for some cash) and I told my Dad to turn right back around because this is too far, I don't have a car, and I don't have money for transportation. I have applied to every job in my area(I cant go out of this area because I can't afford to). My family points out that I'm almost 19 so why don't I have a job. "OK thanks for pointing out the obvious an also thanks for making my life worse". I am trying to get my bachelors degree in silence because I want my family to be surprised. And guess what I think I'm done trying to please them. I am on the verge of giving up undergrad and my goals of going into med school. Why because I was doomed from the start, I'm poor, I cant afford to get through school, I can't afford to get back and forth to work, I can't afford training classes so I can get direct patient contact(clinical experience), and my life is just at a dead end. I really don't even think about myself when I'm studying and working my ass off...I'm thinking about the kids that I might have in the future. I wouldn't want their life to be like mines. I was born in poverty and I still live in poverty. I want to make it out but I can't afford to. People are so lucky to have two parents, a job, decent school for undergrad, and money.