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I think you are showing good insight. This may not be your path, but there are many other paths in life.
LOAs? were you able to address what was going on?
close your loans and just switch to europe, some "good europe" like netherlands. what is the idea to stay in USA and can't be what you want to be there? Just because you have been born there? - bu........t. chase your dream to become a doctor, get out of the box, don't listen to people. I will be switching countries until I will find a place where they need me. Yes you failed numerous times, but you have a dream to help people that has lost heir hopes, this costs a lot. Find a place where they need you. There is numerous countries in the world.
I think you should cut your losses. Try to become a NP... You can become a NP in less than 4 years.
Contacted schools from Europe, even with may passing Step 1 score i would have to take the majority of M1 and M2 in addition to a thorough review of my application which im sure wont go smoothyl
Problem is that those paths have nothing to do with the sciences and things i have absolutely no interest in
Hard to go from wanting a life in medicine to some BS office job that makes a fraction of a doctor and involves doing things I hate
Well, what are you interested in? I never said anything about an office job.
If you like medicine, what about public health? like epidemiology. Lots of MPH level opportunities. two year degree.
Hello,
I am trying to decide whether or not it would be worth it for me to continue on to rotations. I dont want to work my ass off for 2 years, drop 100K, and then not match.
Disclaimer: This is a REAL story
Here is my story (IMG - Med Student - 32 years old)
US Medical School
1. Started at a US Medical School (2008)
2. Failed Anatomy
3. US Med School splits my M1 into two years (2010)
4. Passed M2 EXCEPT failed pathology by a few percentage points
5. Throughout this time i took at least 2-3 leave of abscenses
6. Tried to take Path 2 and again the following year and missed it by a few points
7. After passing every single class from M1/M2 except Path 2...
7b. Withdrew (really dismissed) from the US Med School and headed to Carib (2012)
Carib Med School + Step 1
8. Started at a top 5-6 Carib school (not top 3 but not completely crap)
9. Passed Pathology 1-2 + clinical semester - April 2014 (forced me to do 4 semesters)
10. Since I had taken 90% of my basic sciences almost 6 years earlier I spent YEARS like a POS to study for Step 1.
11. Sat for Step 1 May 2016 - failed - 189
12. Waited and fought to take step 1 again, sat in October 2017 - PASSED - 206
So after 9 years and passing step 1 I still have other issues to contend with
- HUGE amount of gap years + LOA's at US and Carib School
- 3 course failures at US MD program (Anatomy, Path 2x)
- 3 years to take Step 1 and failed 189
- 1.5 years to retake step 1 - took it again and improved 17 points - 206
- NO research projects
- NO work experience
- NO clinical work experience / volunteering / ANYTHING
- Projected end of M4 (2019) - so 11.5 years to complete med school
I do NOT care where or what I match in but I want to know my realistic chances before dropping money and killing myself for two years without a chance to match.
I do NOT want to end up with a Carib MD with no chance to get a job and sitting at home.
Back Up Plans
MBA is not an option as i have no interest, GRE is also not a viable option as i am HORRENDOUS in math and probably wont score high. MPH and MHSA are other options but again not something I am took keen on. Id like to do more clinical work but this is where the issues begin:
PA / Dental - very competitive take very little amount of students per year
Nursing - easy to enter - long to finish --> 6 years until becoming a Nurse Practitioner
Pharmacy - only 6 schools dont take the PCAT, may not even be jobs available (another 4 years)
Anesthesiology Assistant - not licensed to work in all states, again very competitive low class sizes
Pathology Assistant - 12 programs in the USA, 99% require GRE, rarely except more than 15-30 people per class
I do not even know if I can use my Step 1 passing score as a replacement for the MCAT/PCAT or even the GRE but that would nice if i could and may open up larger doors
I know this is a huge post but please help and give any advice, this is a REAL STORY, i am NOT trolling, coming here in desperation for advice
I think before you throw in the towel, it would be important to know a few bits of information
- how much debt do you have from undergrad, 1st MD and now carribean MD
- If you declare bankrupcy, does the debt disappear.
- how much will it cost each clinical year.
Realistically you will have difficulty matching but if you are personable, do 4th year away/audition rotations at places that are lower tier and apply to FM/IM/Psych and Neuro, I bet you will match. I suspect the volume of debt you have is crushing and the only way you will be able to pay it off is if you truly become a doctor.
The debt is bad and you can NOT declare bankruptcy with student loans
Also from reading different stats it seems like IM/Neuro are completely out of the question due to my checkered past
I think Family maybe Psych but so much has to go right it's giving me second thoughts (not to mention the roughly 200K with tuition and expenses)
I would have to:
- Excel and dominate my rotations
- Not fail any shelf tests
- Destroy Step 2 CK
- Pass Step 2 CS
Then i 99.9% wont match the first year meaning 3 years have passed and if i dont take my Step 3 i probably wont match the 2nd go around
I have been searching and searching and have YET to find a job for a foreign MD without residency training, if anyone has heard or know of such a job, even a job listing would be amazing
Back against the wall, 10 years looming possibly wasted are the things pushing me forward but the aforementioned red flags and required perfect perfmorance from this point on make it pretty poor chances of matching
I just dont know if it's worth the financial and MORE importantly the mental investment (rotations, CK, CS, step 3 are not a joke contrary to every idiot that parrots how M3/4 is such a joke
Unfortunately, I think your future in US medicine is not looking good.
The main issue here is this: To have any chance, you'd need to show a track record of improvement. So, you'd need to go great work on your clinical rotations (which, because they are wildly different from book learning, you might be fine), but then you've got to do at least OK on CK. Although "crushing" it would be great, you need to at least do decently on it. Not sure if your school uses the shelf exams, but you'd need to do OK on those also.
Then, you apply for FM. Don't screw around with IM, that's a bad plan. There are many more FM spots, and they are less competitive.
Overall, the chance of failure here is very high. I can't tell you whether it's worth continuing. But your long schooling, multiple LOA's, failed S1 are all going to be big problems.
If you stop, all is not lost. You will need to find another career, and I have no idea what that would be. I can't tell you whether you'd be happy as an RN. There's no guarantee you'd get a DNP, so you should only go down the RN route if you could be happy being an RN. Perhaps you could be happy outside of medicine.
Your loans are your loans. Stop now, and everything should either be dischargeable in bankruptcy OR qualify for PSLF / forgiveness. Enter an income based repayment plan so that the payments are not obscene. If you find work with a 503c, your whole loan balance is forgiven after 10 years. If not, you need to slug it out for 25 years (I think) but loan payments are capped by the repayment systems. Won't be fun, but can be done.
I have no idea what your chances in medicine in another country are, but without citizenship I expect they are poor. Going to another country does let you walk away from your debt (most likely).
Personally, my advice is to stop now. I think you've dug yourself into a deep hole. It might be possible to climb out, but everything has to go perfectly going forward and that seems (unfortunately) unlikely. I am very worried you will end up failing S2.
I think you should cut your losses. Try to become a NP... You can become a NP in less than 4 years.
I don't think OP does look into NP since he thinks that he needs to work as a RN first in order to get into NP school--which is not the case. His best choice now is NP... His chances of getting into IM/FM is virtually nonexistent.Honestly he could become a NP in 3 years, 1 year accelerated RN, 2 years NP school. The fact that you have done all this without throwing in the towel is impressive, but the only way I see you getting a residency is a miracle.
Also there are more IM spots than there are FM spots, thee are probably more FM spots than IM spots that OP is in any way competitive for.
I don't think OP does look into NP since he thinks that he needs to work as a RN first in order to get into NP school--which is not the case. His best choice now is NP... His chances of getting into IM/FM is virtually nonexistent.
Actually, the DNP programs that I have contacted and researched all had this in common:
- 1 year bachelors in nursing required
- 1 year experience as a nurse or stellar grades in order to be accepted to be in a DNP program
- 4 years to complete the DNP program while working as a nurse
Even without the 1 year of experience I am still looking at 5 years to become a DNP, at least that are the requirements in the nursing programs (some are very suspect) that i looked into
It's not like im some idiot that has no idea what it takes to become a DNP, i have tons of friends who are DNPs who work in Michigan, Florida, Ohio, Minnesota, Rhode Island, Mass, CT. Most of these people were in my same shoes didnt match and changed career paths.
Few of my friends werent in the top of their class so they worked as a nurse and applied for the DNP while doing so, others were accepted right after graduating and began the program (3 years accelerated or 4 years) to become a DNP
NP =/= DNP
I was (or am) a RN, so I know what I am talking about...
Very sad
I live in FL now and there is no preference...
You can do it at a state school, but you don't have to. State schools might require you to work at least a year as a RN... For instance, Florida Atlantic University (FAU) has a 1-year BSN program and 2 year NP. Yes, they might require you to work one year as a RN before letting you into their NP program. In that case, it will take you 4 years to become a NP. Or you can the the 1-year BSN and then the 2-year NP at online school or South University (i.e. 3 years to become a NP).
Bad advice. Really bad.Realistically you will have difficulty matching but if you are personable, do 4th year away/audition rotations at places that are lower tier and apply to FM/IM/Psych and Neuro, I bet you will match.
Bad advice. Really bad.
Nurse is a nurse. Whatever the credentials.
Thing is OP, high scores predict more high scores. So keep that in mind when thinking about step 2 (its no piece of cake). You have one of three options now:
1) Continue. It'll be difficult, and will increase your debt. Chances of matching are poor even if you make connections and possibly do 1 or more years of research with someone you've established a connection with. Don't listen to this
Bad advice. Really bad.
2) Transfer. To England, Germany, China, Turkey...doesn't really matter. I don't know what will happen to your debt. I doubt they'll get interpol to go after you, but you can kiss coming back to the US goodbye. So start thinking about where you want to live, what you need to get in (even if it means starting from M1) and come up with a realistic plan (keep in mind your academic record when doing all of this, so don't have very high expectations)
3) Abandon ship. Forget medicine. Maybe you're not cut out to do medicine. I don't know you personally, but if it was me in your shoes, I wouldn't be able to handle being a nurse after coming so close to becoming an MD. I think all the miserable nurses who think they're doctors have gone through something similar to what you went through, and it turned them bitter. If you think you can avoid being miserable for the rest of your life with nurse route then go for it.
If none of these options appeal to you, take some time off, clear your head, figure out what you want in life, then go for that.
(keep in mind if you decide to come back to medicine that this would be extra time off)
Get a job in the public sector and use pslf to abandon the debt
Hello,
I am trying to decide whether or not it would be worth it for me to continue on to rotations. I dont want to work my ass off for 2 years, drop 100K, and then not match.
Disclaimer: This is a REAL story
Here is my story (IMG - Med Student - 32 years old)
US Medical School
1. Started at a US Medical School (2008)
2. Failed Anatomy
3. US Med School splits my M1 into two years (2010)
4. Passed M2 EXCEPT failed pathology by a few percentage points
5. Throughout this time i took at least 2-3 leave of abscenses
6. Tried to take Path 2 and again the following year and missed it by a few points
7. After passing every single class from M1/M2 except Path 2...
7b. Withdrew (really dismissed) from the US Med School and headed to Carib (2012)
Carib Med School + Step 1
8. Started at a top 5-6 Carib school (not top 3 but not completely crap)
9. Passed Pathology 1-2 + clinical semester - April 2014 (forced me to do 4 semesters)
10. Since I had taken 90% of my basic sciences almost 6 years earlier I spent YEARS like a POS to study for Step 1.
11. Sat for Step 1 May 2016 - failed - 189
12. Waited and fought to take step 1 again, sat in October 2017 - PASSED - 206
So after 9 years and passing step 1 I still have other issues to contend with
- HUGE amount of gap years + LOA's at US and Carib School
- 3 course failures at US MD program (Anatomy, Path 2x)
- 3 years to take Step 1 and failed 189
- 1.5 years to retake step 1 - took it again and improved 17 points - 206
- NO research projects
- NO work experience
- NO clinical work experience / volunteering / ANYTHING
- Projected end of M4 (2019) - so 11.5 years to complete med school
I do NOT care where or what I match in but I want to know my realistic chances before dropping money and killing myself for two years without a chance to match.
I do NOT want to end up with a Carib MD with no chance to get a job and sitting at home.
Back Up Plans
MBA is not an option as i have no interest, GRE is also not a viable option as i am HORRENDOUS in math and probably wont score high. MPH and MHSA are other options but again not something I am took keen on. Id like to do more clinical work but this is where the issues begin:
PA / Dental - very competitive take very little amount of students per year
Nursing - easy to enter - long to finish --> 6 years until becoming a Nurse Practitioner
Pharmacy - only 6 schools dont take the PCAT, may not even be jobs available (another 4 years)
Anesthesiology Assistant - not licensed to work in all states, again very competitive low class sizes
Pathology Assistant - 12 programs in the USA, 99% require GRE, rarely except more than 15-30 people per class
I do not even know if I can use my Step 1 passing score as a replacement for the MCAT/PCAT or even the GRE but that would nice if i could and may open up larger doors
I know this is a huge post but please help and give any advice, this is a REAL STORY, i am NOT trolling, coming here in desperation for advice
You haven't taken Step 2 yet. If you do well on it you can match. I know IMGs who have failed the steps and ultimately passed with sub-200 scores who have matched. You're not alone.
206 is not bad!! Despite the reattempt, it's a solid clear.
I would ignore advice that puts you down or is nihilistic.
What I can tell you is that whatever jobs, research, volunteering you have mean absolutely nothing compared to a good Step 2. Just work it. And do it.
People go through challenges. As I said, you are far from being alone. If you really want it, you can make it happen. That's it.
if it goes and stays gone, you do the 20yr repayments with the same dealDidn't they renege on that program?
This is patently bad advice. We shouldn't kid ourselves here. OP should have seen the writing on the wall, after his first Step 1 failure. If it's a challenge to pass it after that many years of basic sciences, I cannot imagine a scenario where Step 2 CK would be easy for him to clear. Unless OP has been diagnosed with a learning disability like ADHD, there is not going to be a magic cure for bad test taking. We should not encourage OP deeper into debt, which is already I assume at worrying levels. Also a 206 after an attempt could be overlooked but not in light of his complete application. Don't give away money to the USMLE and your carib school. If you're still attracted to Medicine, you need to demonstrate your aptitude for it. Since you already have a 4 year degree from the US, it may facilitate your entry into a Nursing program but again this won't be easy. There is the NCLEX to contend with. I am mainly worried about your test taking ability and the multiple LOA, are there extenuating circumstances? Have you considered meeting a counselor about test taking skills? I wish I could be more supportive but you need to open yourself to the possibility that you may have to develop your aptitude for math or taking the GRE. In a perfect world we would all do what we love, but in reality sometimes a job has to be a means to an end.
OP's 206 is solid. Once again, I know people who have failed the Steps and have matched. Why discourage the OP? If the OP wants medicine, he by all means should go chips all in.
Your post actually comes off very condescending toward the OP. Then you essentially tell him to go down the nursing and counselling route and insult his intelligence. Yes, we get it, not everyone is as amazing as you are.
OP, it's actually this type of discouragement you need to ignore.
Phloston I'm not amazing or looking down at the OP. Indeed, I see myself in his writings, which is why I find it hard to believe he has true insight to his situation. My own preconceived notions lead me to believe OP has made up his mind regardless of the advice given here. If you have time read his posts from the very first Step failure, this is obvious. I explicitly stated that nursing is not easy by any means and the NCLEX is a huge roadblock in his way.
"The Misconception: You make rational decisions based on the future value of objects, investments and experiences. The Truth: Your decisions are tainted by the emotional investments you accumulate, and the more you invest in something the harder it becomes to abandon it."
I'm not insulting anyone's intelligence. But if someone truly believes they have 15 years of medical knowledge and are still unable to pass Step 1, I find that unpalatable.
We can only do our best to advice and even if we differ on our opinions, my opinions don't come from a place of malice or pity. I hope OP finds success in life, whether as an MD or otherwise, that is up to him.
A few options exist. First you can finish off medical school and work as an associate physician in a state like Missouri very similar to the function of a PA. Google “stat news Missouri associate physician.”
I think the other routes of transferring are reasonable, but finally you can also continue. If you want to make something happen, you definitely can. If you keep banging on the door hard enough, I’m sure someone which let you in.
Follow your passion first and everything else will work out.