Because my GPA from 1999 to 2001 is still haunting me. After dropping out with 40 credits of nearly pure Cs, including most of the basic sciences required for medical school, I went back to school, completed two bachelors degrees with about 3.78 GPA, and a masters in biochem with 3.83 GPA. But alas, my GPA from over a decade and half ago is still haunting my overall GPA. It's about a 3.1 or 3.2. Still pretty bad.
If I got a life sentence (20 years) for murdering someone I would be out in 2-4 years, but with the AMCAS I seem to be in permanent GPA jail.
My predicament is I have over 350+ undergrad credit hours from 13 colleges. Doing 12 hours of college credit with a 4.0 raises my GPA by 0.035 points about. Why does this also look bad, because I financed everything on my own and had to move due to work and cost of living? I already soul searched and don't feel I'm a nurse, AA, NP, perfusionist, PA, or respiratory therapist. My desire is to lead, work as a medical doctor, and I would make an excellent physician. I'm empathetic, quick to learn, work well with my hands, and love to integrate science with medicine. I also have worked in healthcare for 13 years. It is truly antiquated to think that my 19 year old self living on yams and beans because I was so poor and couldn't afford school, but tried because that is what everyone else did who I knew, that this is seriously keeping me down. I've been improving my GPA since 2004, but it seems like a neverending swamp of random classes, studying, and getting good grades. Although, I still get a thrill when I get an A on a test I studied hard for, and a belly ache when I see the bill. My peers I went back to school with have all graduated medical school, and I was performing at or above their level. But, my overall GPA is low, so I'm still considered a poorer choice of a student?
What to do? A low GPA post-bacc or another undergrad degree, like in Math to get my sGPA up higher, that would have to be cheap and probably online because I work to pay back my loans? Do I just apply with this low GPA and mediocre MCAT scores? Why does the AAMC keep people like me in academic jail? I've improved a ton, mostly with just getting a good paying job, but I'm just not good enough...because...because....why? Also, I plan to count myself as disadvantaged, so I don't know if that matters at all.
It's frustrating that I cannot recover from this GPA. If I wasn't working three part time jobs to make rent, food, and tuition, I would have been able to study better and more. In fact, once I did have an okay paying job and was able to afford groceries, I did great in school.
So I know I probably sound a little bitter, I'm not sure if I do. Does anyone have any suggestions or even empathy might help.
If I got a life sentence (20 years) for murdering someone I would be out in 2-4 years, but with the AMCAS I seem to be in permanent GPA jail.
My predicament is I have over 350+ undergrad credit hours from 13 colleges. Doing 12 hours of college credit with a 4.0 raises my GPA by 0.035 points about. Why does this also look bad, because I financed everything on my own and had to move due to work and cost of living? I already soul searched and don't feel I'm a nurse, AA, NP, perfusionist, PA, or respiratory therapist. My desire is to lead, work as a medical doctor, and I would make an excellent physician. I'm empathetic, quick to learn, work well with my hands, and love to integrate science with medicine. I also have worked in healthcare for 13 years. It is truly antiquated to think that my 19 year old self living on yams and beans because I was so poor and couldn't afford school, but tried because that is what everyone else did who I knew, that this is seriously keeping me down. I've been improving my GPA since 2004, but it seems like a neverending swamp of random classes, studying, and getting good grades. Although, I still get a thrill when I get an A on a test I studied hard for, and a belly ache when I see the bill. My peers I went back to school with have all graduated medical school, and I was performing at or above their level. But, my overall GPA is low, so I'm still considered a poorer choice of a student?
What to do? A low GPA post-bacc or another undergrad degree, like in Math to get my sGPA up higher, that would have to be cheap and probably online because I work to pay back my loans? Do I just apply with this low GPA and mediocre MCAT scores? Why does the AAMC keep people like me in academic jail? I've improved a ton, mostly with just getting a good paying job, but I'm just not good enough...because...because....why? Also, I plan to count myself as disadvantaged, so I don't know if that matters at all.
It's frustrating that I cannot recover from this GPA. If I wasn't working three part time jobs to make rent, food, and tuition, I would have been able to study better and more. In fact, once I did have an okay paying job and was able to afford groceries, I did great in school.
So I know I probably sound a little bitter, I'm not sure if I do. Does anyone have any suggestions or even empathy might help.