It's hard to juggle. I'm getting better at it day by day though, I think.
There are at least 10-15 times a day where I'm really close to just saying 'fk it' and joining friends in a game online, rubbing one out, or just lighting up a fat j.
But then I tell myself, "Hey ******...your GPA isn't amazing. You need this MCAT. Don't fk yourself. You fk this up, and you're dreams of med are fked forever." So I just put my nose to the grindstone and work it.
As you study more for the MCAT, you'll start to see how much time during the day you actually spend, and the large amount of time you still have left over (though recently, especially O-chem, I've had almost no leftover time
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Fortunately for me, I am not doing any ECs right now while I study for this ***** test. My plan is to look for some good volunteering and whatever during December and line em up to start in February, right after the MCAT. Though I already do have a fairly good list of ECs + research and ****, so I'm not OVERLY worried about it.
Update from my end, Day 4 and I had a super damn busy day today. Had to go to the airport to pick up uncles/dad from their business trip, and man...that took me almost 3 hours. Fkin traffic on the way back home too...and fuark the radio...I lost count of how many god damn times that Adele someone like you song came on the radio : \
Anyways, started studying really damn late cause of that...still managed to get through Chapter 1 of EK Biology today. Not that bad, just a bunch of intro crap that I've heard in every single course in my Biochem degree herp derp.
Physics Chapter 2 tomorrow...get fked. I don't think I can take the scheduled Break day either on Saturday