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One last questions,
I have seriously debated this for 3 years, and I don't think at this point if I know the answer?
Couple of questions on the joint program as well as my background...
I have done research for approximately 3 years, 6 abstracts, 1 paper published and another paper is in the process of being published. I have done neuroimaging research, as well as genetics research for two different labs primarily on neuropsychiatric diseases...
I have about 5 or 6 very competitive research awards in my school. I was really adamant in pursuing an MD/PhD. HOwever, couple of things really discourage me along the way, that seemed minor at first but now seem such a critical factor...
1) if I am applying to an average of 20 and 30 schools, and I apply to the joint program of lets say 5. Won't it be obvious to all the other schools, that these 5 schools are my top choice?
2) I really don't understand, after working in 4 different labs these past four years. On how, pple pursue a joint program, in a school or a lab they have never been to. I have had personal experiences of pursuing a top notch lab, and found that some of the pple in the lab were so ANAL and antisocial. of course, I keep to myself if pple are not social and focuse on my research. But I never knew how much politics were in play?!
3) Also, how could you be sure that the lab your pursuing is getting good funding? Gosh, in one of my labs, every 3 years, when the grant was running out, half the pple in the lab would have a cigarret on one hand, and a DARK Bitter black coffee onteh other hand....u couldn't even say hi to some pple cuz they were such in a bad mood...
4) Is there anyway, that I can get my medical degree first, and then get my PhD degree and still be eligible for the wonderful scholarship? I don't know how pple are able to commit 7 years of their lives without at least finishing 6 years of their life getting a degree? I know you see the fruits of your labor at the end of 7 years, but wouldnt it be easier to finish the md first and then the phd, or vice versa?
I really love research a lot not as much as medicine though. However, these little things, lab interactions, funding, the length of the program are such a turn off. I never thought myself of being naive, but when I look back. I used to think that the only consideration for doing an MD/PhD is the school and the lab. However, after my experiences, these little things are annoying. I don't know, maybe it was because I was an undergraduate, and pple would step on you if they felt like it. Maybe as a MD/PhD one is more entitled to respect? At this point, I really am confused on whether to apply or not, even though I have tried to have such an extensive background in terms of research?!!?!
please advise
I have seriously debated this for 3 years, and I don't think at this point if I know the answer?
Couple of questions on the joint program as well as my background...
I have done research for approximately 3 years, 6 abstracts, 1 paper published and another paper is in the process of being published. I have done neuroimaging research, as well as genetics research for two different labs primarily on neuropsychiatric diseases...
I have about 5 or 6 very competitive research awards in my school. I was really adamant in pursuing an MD/PhD. HOwever, couple of things really discourage me along the way, that seemed minor at first but now seem such a critical factor...
1) if I am applying to an average of 20 and 30 schools, and I apply to the joint program of lets say 5. Won't it be obvious to all the other schools, that these 5 schools are my top choice?
2) I really don't understand, after working in 4 different labs these past four years. On how, pple pursue a joint program, in a school or a lab they have never been to. I have had personal experiences of pursuing a top notch lab, and found that some of the pple in the lab were so ANAL and antisocial. of course, I keep to myself if pple are not social and focuse on my research. But I never knew how much politics were in play?!
3) Also, how could you be sure that the lab your pursuing is getting good funding? Gosh, in one of my labs, every 3 years, when the grant was running out, half the pple in the lab would have a cigarret on one hand, and a DARK Bitter black coffee onteh other hand....u couldn't even say hi to some pple cuz they were such in a bad mood...
4) Is there anyway, that I can get my medical degree first, and then get my PhD degree and still be eligible for the wonderful scholarship? I don't know how pple are able to commit 7 years of their lives without at least finishing 6 years of their life getting a degree? I know you see the fruits of your labor at the end of 7 years, but wouldnt it be easier to finish the md first and then the phd, or vice versa?
I really love research a lot not as much as medicine though. However, these little things, lab interactions, funding, the length of the program are such a turn off. I never thought myself of being naive, but when I look back. I used to think that the only consideration for doing an MD/PhD is the school and the lab. However, after my experiences, these little things are annoying. I don't know, maybe it was because I was an undergraduate, and pple would step on you if they felt like it. Maybe as a MD/PhD one is more entitled to respect? At this point, I really am confused on whether to apply or not, even though I have tried to have such an extensive background in terms of research?!!?!
please advise