This thread hit me hard. I have a lot of nostalgia from those days.
I had the pleasure of getting a coffee with hockeydr09, or whatever his handle was, as we lived in the same area. He was an MS0 at the time, recently accepted, and I was working on my postbac. He was the first underdog and started the thread named as such. I was part of the underdog thread in the 2013-2014 cycle, and switched to a new account and name around that time in early 2014.
Student Dr was where is learned nearly everything. I was the first in my family to go to college, of any kind. I found my path through hard work and scouring the forums, reading up on everthing
@cabinbuilder,
@QofQuimica and
@Goro wrote. Many others who I can't remember their names.
I went to ACOM , and followed the colesmalls scandal as well as the other subsequent scandals of ACOM (still call it a good school and glad I went). ACOM, SDN and hard work got me into the specialty and program I wanted.
So many posters from my "era" have just stopped posting. I fell off the grid in intern year for lack of time and exhaustion.
In July, this is halfway over.
I'm not disillusioned with the outcome - I truly love every day of what I do. But I miss that hustle, of being an underdog and not knowing if I could handle biochem and orgo. Worrying about my postbac and grades, applying and working nights and weekends just to pay for the applications and a hope to get that acceptance. The chip on the shoulder as a non trad just trying to live out my dream and grab what I knew I could do, but had no way of knowing how. I've hardly "made it" - two years to go still, but I signed a contract and only time is holding me back.
I think I'm now lonely in the SDN world - my specialty forum is dead, hardly any posts. I could use to go over to the lounge more. I have received so much from these forums, was lurking and listening if not contributing to each post in the premed DO since 2012 and DO threads since 2014.
So much nostalgia