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I am a current nursing student who is a year away from graduation. I originally transferred into my university's nursing program with the intention of being a CRNA... but I am now experiencing severe regrets for doing so. Nursing school has wreaked absolute havoc on my GPA (which is hovering around a 3.6), and I absolutely hate clinicals despite my interest in medical science. I thought that CRNA would be a faster and less stressful route towards becoming an anesthesia provider, but I now realize how misguided I was two years ago after transferring into nursing. CRNA schools are incredibly competitive due to the influx of nurses desperate to leave the bedside, and my GPA keeps going down semester after semester after taking all of these evil nursing tests that seem to be specifically designed to trick you. The thought of wiping ass and doing backbreaking nursing work for 3+ years while gaining the necessary experience for CRNA school is starting to feel unbearable to me now. I have always been a more academically inclined person, and I desperately wish that I had kept my liberal arts major to boost my GPA while taking the necessary prerequisite courses for medical or even dental school. Nursing school is already turning me into a s*** person, and realistically, I could probably only last at the bedside for 3 years tops before burning out.
In this moment, I am incredibly confused, depressed, and discouraged at this point in my education. I don't know if I should keep powering through for CRNA school, or if I should drop out of nursing now and start taking medical prerequisites immediately to save what is left of my GPA. At the end of the day, I just want a good work-life balance to help provide for my family, but I don't want to spend the rest of my career making 70K and taking orders from physicians and management. CRNA still sounds appealing to me, but I honestly hate the bull**** involved in nursing education and a lot of those programs will kick you out for getting even one grade below a "B" (trust me, I've checked). I am also in a very intense LTR with a person I hope to marry one day, and if I pursue the medical route, I am worried about being dragged across the country away from him throughout the long years of medical training. I am also considering dentistry because of the decent pay and excellent work-life balance, but I also lack people skills and hate small talk so I would probably have difficulty marketing myself/running my own practice.
I have no idea what to do anymore and I am in desperate need of advice. If I could go back in time, there is no way that I would have entered nursing school knowing what I know now. I wish I had the confidence to pursue pre-med from the beginning so that I could have more options available to me such as optometry, pharmacy, dentistry, and medicine. Without revealing too much about my personal situation, I'll just say that money isn't an issue and that everything is (and probably will) be covered. However, I would still feel like absolute **** for wasting my time on a nursing degree that I would not even use.
tl;dr At this point in nursing school, should I keep pursuing CRNA or should I jump ship to medicine/dentistry/other health professions.
In this moment, I am incredibly confused, depressed, and discouraged at this point in my education. I don't know if I should keep powering through for CRNA school, or if I should drop out of nursing now and start taking medical prerequisites immediately to save what is left of my GPA. At the end of the day, I just want a good work-life balance to help provide for my family, but I don't want to spend the rest of my career making 70K and taking orders from physicians and management. CRNA still sounds appealing to me, but I honestly hate the bull**** involved in nursing education and a lot of those programs will kick you out for getting even one grade below a "B" (trust me, I've checked). I am also in a very intense LTR with a person I hope to marry one day, and if I pursue the medical route, I am worried about being dragged across the country away from him throughout the long years of medical training. I am also considering dentistry because of the decent pay and excellent work-life balance, but I also lack people skills and hate small talk so I would probably have difficulty marketing myself/running my own practice.
I have no idea what to do anymore and I am in desperate need of advice. If I could go back in time, there is no way that I would have entered nursing school knowing what I know now. I wish I had the confidence to pursue pre-med from the beginning so that I could have more options available to me such as optometry, pharmacy, dentistry, and medicine. Without revealing too much about my personal situation, I'll just say that money isn't an issue and that everything is (and probably will) be covered. However, I would still feel like absolute **** for wasting my time on a nursing degree that I would not even use.
tl;dr At this point in nursing school, should I keep pursuing CRNA or should I jump ship to medicine/dentistry/other health professions.