DIT clarified that the black widow neurotoxin causes paralysis increased release of acetylcholine for the MOA, so same effect as tetanus w/ the spastic paralysis but opposite NTs involved.
Just finished UWSA 2 at 249. Predictor’s 245 (235-256).
I am 71% done with DIT (haven’t hit endo, renal, biochem part 2, heme, or cancer yet) and have 1256 unseen UWorld questions. Obviously I’m not going to get either of them done by Tuesday. I think I’m just going to go for it, barring any last minute changes of heart. I feel like I could maybe pull a really astronomically good score if I could finish my resources, but I’ve got to start studying for my class exams in July, and I still don’t know when I’m moving for rotations (might be in July), so I guess I’m just out of time.
I put myself in the situation where I know I’m not going to do my best *again.* I should be happy because that’s a good score but I’m just angry at myself, honestly. I really did have enough time to get everything done. There were just days I did nothing, or studied only an hour or two, because I just didn’t feel like it. It’s like I can’t for the life of me show anyone what I’m actually capable of because I’m too lazy to get my work done, and I’m so over it that it’s ridiculous.