Hi! I'm a newbie to the forum. I've spent the last day slogging through the old Work/Activities posts (from previous years too), and they've been incredibly helpful. So let me start by saying thanks: without this forum, I would've improperly cited my publication, described my poster presentations *way* too informally (and not stressed that I presented at a national level), not put down any hobbies (who knew that admissions reviewers liked to see that we're human?), not condensed my academic honours, and missed out on the really excellent title of "Recognitions for Excellence" as a catch-all for honours/deans list/summa cum laude/etc.
With that said, let me get to the ugly. I'm definitely in need of advice, and I'd love to hear any thoughts.
I didn't decide that I wanted to be a doctor until, um, about four months ago. This means, of course, that I have *zero* shadowing experience. None.
Right. Now that the appropriate gasps and "oh no"'s have been uttered, here's a more detailed explanation (read: long, boring, personal, probably skimmable 🙄). The reason I took so long to decide on a future career wasn't because of apathy, but the exact opposite: I took the decision very, very seriously. Medicine as a career has always been an interest, but I also wanted to consider everything from biomedical engineering, to pharmaceutical mass spectrometry, to teaching English in Japan. It took me 4.5 years to decide that medicine was actually the field I wanted to dedicate my life to.
How do I know that medicine is what I want to do if I've never shadowed a doctor? Well, I've had a chronic illness since I was 9. Because of it, I've been in and out of multiple hospitals, multiple times. I've not just followed a single doctor around, but have actually been behind the scenes with several. Instead of having clinical experience through one, good doctor (comma intended for emphasis on "good"), I've met both excellent and not-so-excellent doctors -- and because of that, I'm able to better pinpoint what traits will make me the kind of doctor I want to be. I've seen doctors and hospitals and ERs at their good, their bad, and their absolutely awful. No, I haven't sorted charts or taken blood pressure or monitored blood glucose for anyone but family member, but I don't think that's the point of shadowing anyway, is it? Isn't the point to expose you to medicine -- to show you the grit, the stress, the downsides, the it's-not-like-on-TV side? My disease is under control (and has been for the past 5 years) through a combo of diet/keeping stress down (read: exercise)/meds, but living through my own "clinical experience" means that I can empathise with patients, has made me absolutely respect nurses (seriously, they're amazing. future docs: please respect them as equals. they can make or break you 😛), and gave me a view into the insanity that doctors face every day.
</life story> Sorry that was so long, but I wanted to explain my thought process to people that have never met me (and the fact that I didn't just wake up one day and go, "oh hey, gonna become a doctor now. brb.").
So, considering that I'm already a little (okay, a lot) unorthodox of an applicant for not having 300 millionty years of shadowing behind me

: Can I stretch my experience into clinical experience?
🙄 Haha.
No, but seriously.
(Please play nice with the newbie?)