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Edit: I did not expect this much of a response so quickly but given how unanimous they were against my retake, I have been convinced otherwise. However, I'll leave the original post up for others who may be in situations like mine so they can help guide their decisions too. Thank you all.
Hi all. I've seen many people on this forum discourage retakes above the 90th percentile for a variety of reasons: showing arrogance to adcoms, high risk of score dropping, questionable judgment. In spite of this all, I wanted to share my reasons for going forward with my retake anyway in order to give perspective for others who might be in my situation. I am also open to feedback.
So why do I feel the need to push for higher?
The main reason is I had a 2.6 GPA in undergrad due to some personal reasons, mostly abusive relationships that I at the time was just not strong enough to pull away from. I didn't know how badly I was hurting. I was put on academic probation and my way of coping was just to hide in fear... by the time I was able to separate myself in my senior year the damage was already done.
It has been 4 years since then. I've grown and matured a lot, and am continuing to grow. I was fortunate enough to find employment in research and complete an amazing clinical volunteering experience. For the last 2 years I have been completing postbac work: retook almost all my prereqs and several upper divs. My postbac GPA is 3.8, a far cry from before. Yet my GPA is now only 3.12 and 2.97 BCPM. I still have some classes I can take this fall and spring to lift my science GPA over 3.0, but overall it will not change much anymore. The one thing I do have the power to change is my MCAT.
I took it for the first time early May and scored a 515: 129/131/130/125. After seeing my score, for once I feel like I can reach for the stars and I want to go for it. I want to really prove to adcoms that I am not the same person from the past and that I have the capabilities to be a strong candidate. I want to go for the 520 and I'm confident I can do it.
I'm reassured because PS was my only low section and I'm confident with enough targeted practice between now and spring 2019 I can really improve my PS to 128+. I only used Khan Academy and AAMC materials before, but now I know about U-World and plenty other materials that I think can help me be more successful this time. I will also be mindful to continuously review my other sections so they do not drop.
I do know full well however that even if I did score a 520 there is no guarantee I will get accepted anywhere. Even after all I have done thus far, my GPA history is going to always hold me back. But, with a 520 maybe I will at least have a chance to stand out and have adcoms notice me.
Edit: I forgot to mention, I spoke with an NAAHP advisor and a couple schools. The schools (UCs) told me it was not uncommon for them to see students with decently high scores to retake, and it would not necessarily be seen detrimentally to the applicants character. The NAAHP advisor said it may improve my chances. So, given this, I wanted to believe that maybe it would be worth it to retake.
I am also not aiming for top schools, except for UCs mostly because I am hoping to stay near very ill/dying family. But I know that I can't bet on that so I do plan to apply broadly and even DO.
Hi all. I've seen many people on this forum discourage retakes above the 90th percentile for a variety of reasons: showing arrogance to adcoms, high risk of score dropping, questionable judgment. In spite of this all, I wanted to share my reasons for going forward with my retake anyway in order to give perspective for others who might be in my situation. I am also open to feedback.
So why do I feel the need to push for higher?
The main reason is I had a 2.6 GPA in undergrad due to some personal reasons, mostly abusive relationships that I at the time was just not strong enough to pull away from. I didn't know how badly I was hurting. I was put on academic probation and my way of coping was just to hide in fear... by the time I was able to separate myself in my senior year the damage was already done.
It has been 4 years since then. I've grown and matured a lot, and am continuing to grow. I was fortunate enough to find employment in research and complete an amazing clinical volunteering experience. For the last 2 years I have been completing postbac work: retook almost all my prereqs and several upper divs. My postbac GPA is 3.8, a far cry from before. Yet my GPA is now only 3.12 and 2.97 BCPM. I still have some classes I can take this fall and spring to lift my science GPA over 3.0, but overall it will not change much anymore. The one thing I do have the power to change is my MCAT.
I took it for the first time early May and scored a 515: 129/131/130/125. After seeing my score, for once I feel like I can reach for the stars and I want to go for it. I want to really prove to adcoms that I am not the same person from the past and that I have the capabilities to be a strong candidate. I want to go for the 520 and I'm confident I can do it.
I'm reassured because PS was my only low section and I'm confident with enough targeted practice between now and spring 2019 I can really improve my PS to 128+. I only used Khan Academy and AAMC materials before, but now I know about U-World and plenty other materials that I think can help me be more successful this time. I will also be mindful to continuously review my other sections so they do not drop.
I do know full well however that even if I did score a 520 there is no guarantee I will get accepted anywhere. Even after all I have done thus far, my GPA history is going to always hold me back. But, with a 520 maybe I will at least have a chance to stand out and have adcoms notice me.
Edit: I forgot to mention, I spoke with an NAAHP advisor and a couple schools. The schools (UCs) told me it was not uncommon for them to see students with decently high scores to retake, and it would not necessarily be seen detrimentally to the applicants character. The NAAHP advisor said it may improve my chances. So, given this, I wanted to believe that maybe it would be worth it to retake.
I am also not aiming for top schools, except for UCs mostly because I am hoping to stay near very ill/dying family. But I know that I can't bet on that so I do plan to apply broadly and even DO.
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