Hey there:
Don't get discouraged. I had a painful breakup too, someone I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with. Don't worry, don't go seeking it, and if the right person comes along I bet they'll understand.
Personally I am enjoying being single. There's so much more study time, I don't have toworry about possible oops pregnancy because it does happen. All I have to worry about is me, my awesome roommates, gettin to class on time, taking tests, getting in ECs and Volunteering. It's all gabout how you take it.
I say this go for your dream while you have the chance, and don't let anyone stop you. I know plenty of people whom have waited to have children.
I am 29 at the moment, I am divorced, and I am determined for once to put myself first and not someone else or a relationship. Don't force the relationship thing. You still have LOTS of time. I am enjoying taking care of myself and forming strong friendships that ill hopefully last a long time.
I can say nothing that will make your painful situtaion feel better, time will heal is BS I get days where every once and a whi I think about the ex, but then I remember that if anyone is going to be happy with me, I've got to first be happy with myself. Hence I am working at becoming a Doctor, what I've wanted to do forever.
My advice is don't seek it out, just wait and take all the energy you throw into a relationship and throw it into your studies. You'll find the small joys and accomplishments wonderul, and soul/spirit feeding.
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