Should I tell my employer I'm applying to medical school after I said I am not? I'm worried they may develop hostility towards me or worse let me go!
For context:
This question may have been asked before, but my situation is a little different. I was supposed to apply to med school in 2021, but two of my family members became seriously ill. Long story short, I wasn't only unable to apply, but also wasn't able to work full time. Found a part-time job as a scribe and spent 2 years scribing. I slowly came to realize I may never be able to apply and should consider an alternative career path. A shorter program that will allow me to work as soon as I graduate so I can support myself and my family (one of my sick family members is not able to work). I decided that I'm going to apply to PA schools instead. A few months ago, I was able to get a full time clinical job. However, during interview employer asked if I'm applying to med school. My CV screamed pre-med!!! I was honest and said I was going to, but now I'm considering PA school instead. They explained they do not prefer premeds as they always tend to leave once accepted. I reassured them I am not a premed anymore and will be working for at least one year before applying to PA programs. Now, two months into this job and I have changed my mind! I tried to convince myself about becoming a PA, I signed up for some pre-reqs at a community college. I felt miserable. I dropped the courses right away. I spent a few days depressed. I felt lost and unlucky. My job has great opportunities for growth, but I still didn't feel I wanted to pursue a higher position within my company. I finally decided that I'm applying next cycle!!!
For context:
This question may have been asked before, but my situation is a little different. I was supposed to apply to med school in 2021, but two of my family members became seriously ill. Long story short, I wasn't only unable to apply, but also wasn't able to work full time. Found a part-time job as a scribe and spent 2 years scribing. I slowly came to realize I may never be able to apply and should consider an alternative career path. A shorter program that will allow me to work as soon as I graduate so I can support myself and my family (one of my sick family members is not able to work). I decided that I'm going to apply to PA schools instead. A few months ago, I was able to get a full time clinical job. However, during interview employer asked if I'm applying to med school. My CV screamed pre-med!!! I was honest and said I was going to, but now I'm considering PA school instead. They explained they do not prefer premeds as they always tend to leave once accepted. I reassured them I am not a premed anymore and will be working for at least one year before applying to PA programs. Now, two months into this job and I have changed my mind! I tried to convince myself about becoming a PA, I signed up for some pre-reqs at a community college. I felt miserable. I dropped the courses right away. I spent a few days depressed. I felt lost and unlucky. My job has great opportunities for growth, but I still didn't feel I wanted to pursue a higher position within my company. I finally decided that I'm applying next cycle!!!