Congratulation on finishing it and PASSING this beast exam. I understand your frustration, especially since you unperformed significantly from your practice exams. Do not, however, let this one stupid multiple choice exam get in your way of becoming a great surgeon. If PDs have eyes and ears, they will see your work ethics during rotations/Sub-I and take you into their residency programs over other people w/ just high step1 scores but nothing else to contribute to their programs. Get some rest today and start rowing to your dream again starting tomorrow.