FuturePittMed is my hero. I wish I could like (as in facebook like) that post. So what have you been doing in the past 18 years? And why did you decide to switch to medicine?
I don't know that I deserve hero status.
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Hmmmn, let's see. Started freshman year in 1990 as a physics major but Calc II made me change my mind. Briefly considered med school but was too scared of all the chemistry I would have to take as a premed. Is that not ridiculous?

So, I picked anthro as my new major. Graduated with BA in anthro in 1993. Didn't know what to do with myself so I went straight into MA program in sociology. It's a long story but for various reasons, the primary one being that I realized the degree was not going to get me where I wanted to go, I dropped out of the MA program after completing everything but the thesis. More stupidity. Ended up getting a job. I tried for several years to get accepted into clinical psychology doctoral programs and, though I had some interviews and waitlists, never got in. After a few years I decided the psychology doctorate was hopeless. I was working in inpatient psych at the time and around doctors a lot. Was able to see how doctors could help people. Did my science pre-reqs at community college from 1999-2003. Now, overlapping with this was the fact that from 2000-2007 I was my mother's caregiver (she needed a transplant). Around the time I finished my pre-reqs in 2003 my mother's health really made me put med school on the back burner. Honestly, for a few years in there I really gave up on med school, didn't think it would happen. Oh, by the way, I have always had a full time job since leaving the Master's program in 1995. So, at times in there I was taking care of my mother, taking science classes, and working full time.
So, my mother finally passed away three years ago. After grieving for a year, I realized I had no purpose in life now that I was not my mother's caregiver. I got back on track with my med school plans. Studied for MCAT. Took MCAT and bombed it. Studied again and retook, brought it up to a so-so score. Applied last year to 32 MD programs. Epic fail. Rejected everywhere, not even one interview. :cry: Last year was probably one of the worst years of my life. Applied to one DO school this year and was accepted!
How are you supporting yourself currently? And finally, why do you value this field so much?
I have worked full time for 15 years, various jobs in mental health. My current position involves clinical interviewing of subjects for research. Have been in the same position for nine years.
I believe that medicine is a way I can have an impact on people's lives and make a difference in the world. I hope my experiences, especially as a caregiver for my Mom, will help me to be a caring, compassionate physician. Though a lot of people on SDN are anti-religion, I am a very spiritual person and I do believe that being a physician is what God has called me to do.
Well, obviously this is different than what I put in my PS.

It is a lot of messing up for one life. After reading this long, sordid tale, everyone should be ready for
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