Knowledge and responsibility, ownership.
Have you presented M/M? Have you seen one?
Just checked, probably not, since you are applying to medical school. But just imaging Grey’s anatomy, without all the pretty people and an actual human being is dead/severely harmed, due to your actions, or your inactions or your lack of knowledge. Is that picture sinking in? All the eyes on you, your attendings, all your peers looking at you. And only you and you alone actually know what happened. That’s the level of responsibility and knowledge that all doctors are training towards. The patient is not yours for 8, 12 hour. The patient is yours forever.
I think you’ve received a lot of thoughtful answers. I don’t think it’s a genuine question if someone should ask why not NP, but you should have an answer.
And think about the scene that I’ve set for you in the beginning. Is that what you inspired to do/be? When **** hits the fan, you’re the one that can step up AND actually have the knowledge and experience to back your decisions up, now that’s a doctor.
I am certainly not there yet, but hopefully everyday that I practice, I am one step closer.
Good luck