Not gonna lie, your reasons for wanting to be a doctor are pretty dumb, but not much worse than the real reasons most pre-meds do it for. Don't rely too much on the opinions of the self-righteous, sheltered pre-med automatons lurking around here. If you want to be a doctor and think you've got what it takes, then go for it. It would be nice to have another doctor out there that doesn't look down on patients struggling with addiction like they're scum, as I'm sure a good number of the people participating in this forum will. Just know that getting an A in one biology class doesn't mean that you're a shoo-in. You've got a long road full of boring science crap ahead of you just to get in.... and then there's first year