Thank you for your kind response. I've lived on the east coast my whole life, mostly in urban areas and I'm currently studying in the rural midwest. It's just a very different world than what I'm used to. I had so much optimism at first because it's always so great to experience new things and see a world outside of what we know. But I genuinely cannot picture a life for myself here. I know it's only 4 years, and my main focus should be school, but I need to have a happy life outside of classes and work? I've never struggled with mental health issues, and usually, I'm really resilient to hardships and adaptable to many situations. I spent the first two months trying so hard to make friends and see the area. But I'm starting to notice that my mental health is impacting my physical health. I can't eat anymore, I have panic attacks, I just don't even recognize myself anymore. It makes me really sad because I love my professors and my classes, but when I'm not in school I just feel stuck and so horrible. I am seeking out mental health professionals to help me with these new struggles, so I'm hoping maybe that will help. But ultimately I know if I was in a more familiar environment and closer to home, I'd feel much more at ease.