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In the wake of this week's match and the general future outlook, I'm not sure EM is my specialty of choice anymore. I've loved EM since before starting medical school and claimed I was doing XYZ "specialty of the month" I thought I could see myself doing only to end up back at EM because I've not loved anything as much as I've loved EM. Now I've submitted my away applications and have a gut feeling I'm making a mistake. My school and clerkship faculty have supported the idea of going into EM but sometimes I wonder if they're shielded against the reality of what EM is headed toward due to their role academics/admin. All say that they don't think the ACEP report projections will come to fruition, which is why I've gotten this far.
I'm drawn to the things that are "classically EM" but it looks like it's becoming a professional consult carousel and billing machine where you do anything but what you're trained to. I want to hold out hope because EM is full of the best people I know but I'm not sure if I'm really willing to risk not having a career in 4 years or being paid pennies with hundreds of thousands in debt.
It's hard to think of what makes me happy in medicine when I find something to love about almost every core rotation within a few weeks. However, nothing has ever been, "oh my gosh, I can't live without doing this forever". I love the hospital. I love variety. I love acuity. I particularly want a career where I don't need to sustain a patient base due to possibilities of moving frequently and having no control over where (which is why EM has continued to be so appealing despite the looming future).
I appreciate this community and all of your candid takes on these forums. I would love if y'all had thoughts or opinions you'd be willing to share.
I'm drawn to the things that are "classically EM" but it looks like it's becoming a professional consult carousel and billing machine where you do anything but what you're trained to. I want to hold out hope because EM is full of the best people I know but I'm not sure if I'm really willing to risk not having a career in 4 years or being paid pennies with hundreds of thousands in debt.
It's hard to think of what makes me happy in medicine when I find something to love about almost every core rotation within a few weeks. However, nothing has ever been, "oh my gosh, I can't live without doing this forever". I love the hospital. I love variety. I love acuity. I particularly want a career where I don't need to sustain a patient base due to possibilities of moving frequently and having no control over where (which is why EM has continued to be so appealing despite the looming future).
I appreciate this community and all of your candid takes on these forums. I would love if y'all had thoughts or opinions you'd be willing to share.