No I would not apply again.
Part of this is I feel no sense of community from the specialty. ASTRO and SCAROP are my colleagues, senior colleagues, but colleagues. A lot of them know what’s going on with practice consolidation, lack of upward mobility, decreasing fractions and utilization, and still have pushed and maintained this level of training. Very few voices speak up, because it benefits them to exploit the system this way. Makes me feel completely disconnected from the so called influencers of the field.
Part of this is my preferred market is saturated. And the big centers have bought almost all the little guys, and what they didn’t close turned into a lousy, likely non sustainable job. Jokes on me.
As for the partnership discussion, had an offer for a potential pro partnership. What held me back was, it wasn’t that close to where I wanted to be and it had a buy in. That’s fine, buy ins respect the work of others. When you graduate with a couple hundred thousand in debt already rocking away, calculate how long it takes your return on investment to start low on salary and then even more loans. I did, eventually it would have been better than where I am not, but 12 years or so for the difference.
Would have done med onc. Clinic is brutal at times, but the flexibility they have always had I didn’t appreciate and now it’s drastically more than ours. And pharma will be a better lobby than anything we will ever have behind us. Live and learn.