Prior to entering medical school, I had really wanted to be a professional musician. However, I was afraid that as a musician, I wouldn't be able to survive on my own, let alone with a future family. So, I went to college where I found that I loved science. Becoming a doctor seemed like the most useful thing I could do with my knowledge to help others in some concrete way. To be honest, I hated medical school. Sure, there were moments of laughter and triumph. But during the first 2 years, I personally felt like everything that made me unique - all of my personal interests and relationships - fell by the wayside. I felt like I had lost my personality. The third year was also really rough. I dreaded being "pimped" by my attendings, and I never felt like I knew what I was doing. I really started to question whether or not I would ever be happy in medicine. Finally, in my 4th year, I started to feel like I had something to contribute to my patients' care. I began taking pride in what I was doing as I gained confidence, and I felt more respected by the attendings. Med school was tough for me personally because of feelings of inadequacy. For those who may be struggling with similar feelings, I would encourage you to hang in there. We will NEVER feel like we know everything. However, as you keep learning and keep seeing patients, your confidence will grow. When you step back and really think about what an honor it is to be able to help people through medicine, all of the trials are worth it. At least that's how I see it! I can't say that I'm always happy in medicine, but I consider it a true honor to be a physician.