It is slow,and I am trying hard to get out of this OCD habit of refreshing my email every 5 min.
M Wise Mind (or whatever is left of it) is telling me I need to get my full attention to non-Intennshp stuff, and the compulsive page refresh doesn't make sense anyway because a) I have no control of the situation at this point, and b) most of notifications will come by or on Dec 15, and only then I have the whole picture (hopefully) of the outcome. But my other mind (s) are winning at times in getting me emotionally disregulated

I am somewhat comforted by the thought that I am not the only one in that sticky situation. I am so glad this forum exists. Good luck to all today and after
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