Hey all, long time, no see!
I didn't apply this cycle, nor will I be applying in the fall. I've been working the last 2 years as a chemistry lab technician making $14/hour. It sucks. I can't even get a job in the veterinary field without taking the $9000 veterinary assistant course
I've had a couple of interviews but was turned down because I don't possess the diploma. Now that chain of vet clinics require the diploma in order to have a shot at an interview. Who cares that I have volunteered in 3 clinics, 2 shelters, went abroad and am now volunteering with a disaster animal response team?
I was pretty sick and it really impacted my last couple years of university, but I feel a lot better now. I kicked depression and anxiety in the butt. My head feels clearer. I took up bodybuilding and will be competing in my second competition in the fall. I was thinking of going back to school in the fall because my first year science courses start to expire for AVC. Now it's looking like January if I can afford it. Can I really afford to go back to school when I am $50 000 in debt with the prospect of finding part-time work is near impossible?
I've explored my options: vet tech is still out there. The vet assistant or receptionist course will not help me get out of debt if I land a job in that field. I don't want to do a masters degree because job prospects are poor. I'm working on my drivers license so moving to find work will soon be an option. I even thought of training to be a flight attendant so that I can travel... but I heard that the course here is useless. I've been applying for jobs... nothing.
So much has changed. I've gone vegan, which changed my opinion on the food animal industry. But I can't shake that I want to be a small animal veterinarian. I want to work in a practice, do surgery, learn how to deal with clients, and be able to use my science background to take care of animals. I want to have a job where I work with compassionate hard-working individuals.
I am super scared about trying to go this route again. Although I am no longer suffering from chronic fatigue, my attention span has gotten pretty short and I don't know how to address that. Am I "smart" enough to give this another try? Will my overactive brain prevent me from doing well? I am scared to death. I can't screw up. I don't really have the money to.
I am thinking of re-taking the GRE and seeing how that goes. I guess I should get started on that now.
Right now, I am miserable. I'd feel a lot better if I can land a job that I love. I am watching people older than me get interviews after getting their degrees and upgrading like crazy. I ran into Croquette's blog tonight while trying to log into my fitness blog and I read through it. It was a kick in the stomach after an unsuccesful month of applying for jobs. I want what she has. I need to do something.