i blinked and it's october.
how's everyone doing lately? i've been so wiped out. between the two different jobs, and close international family still in the hospital, and still unsure if i'm going to have to fly out again soon, plus the added sadness of jane goodall's death, and losing the daylight and the world right now -- i had a little menty b at work. thankfully everyone was very kind, and i think the tipping point was that i was just.. hungry? just straight up waterworks while i was trying to order lunch. and i'm not much of a crier at all.
otherwise i feel like learning medicine both in the wildlife and gp context has been going okay. i still feel slow and indecisive, but i think i'm getting there. i started playing hockey again to try to get some of the stress out. and i have friends, go to therapy, try to take care of myself. but wow. sometimes life really hits. kind of nice to see the leaves change though, and live close to the water. i'm trying to focus on the little things.