What would be the most effective way of expressing my earnest desire to become an MD when I am perceived as coming from the "dark side" and my motivations are under the highest scrutiny?
MDLawyer,
I know it sounds trite, but the most effective way of expressing your desire is to be truthful. I do sense that you are having a tough time expressing why you went to law school and now want to go to medical school. But surely if you just sit down and think about it for a while you can come up with the answer.
I really don't think you have to worry about being perceived as coming from the "Dark Side." Unless, you've been actively involved in suing hospitals and doctors, I highly doubt any adcomm will hold it against you (even then I think many, if not most, adcomms would still not hold it against you).
If you can articulate what medicine offers that law doesn't, I think that would be good. Whether it's that you have more meaningful interactions with patients than you do with clients or that you find medicine more interesting than you find the law.
I think -- and this is just a guess based on what you have said -- that the bigger problem is explaining why you went to law school in the first place. If your plan all along was to go to medical school, why did you get the law degree? I know you explained it a little in your post, but I'm still not sure how you plan to utilize the law degree. Are you planning on still practicing law in order to bring about reform? Are you planning on becoming active with lobbyist groups? When you say you can help doctors, do you mean by giving them legal advice as a practicing physician or a practicing lawyer? And are you planning on practicing medicine in addition to law, or just medicine, or just law?
I don't think you need to answer all of these questions, but if you are going to tell medical schools that this was your plan all along, I think you need to show them that this was a well thought out and well reasoned plan. If you can't show them why you went to law school when you wanted to be a doctor, you just may leave them wondering whether you really know what you want. And you never want medical schools to have any doubts about your desire. I know it sounds silly that they might have doubts after you went through all the trouble of taking the MCAT, taking science courses in addition to your law classes (which I find very impressive by the way), volunteering, etc., but adcomms can be funny that way. I'm not trying to be negative. I just think you need to more effectively "sell" your original plan.
And remember, I might not know what the hell I'm talking about. I just may be too dense to understand your plan, or you may have explained it quite well in your essays and interviews. I just get the feeling you're having trouble explaining your plan (or at least what it was when you started law school). And that's causing you more trouble than a perception that you are coming from or going to the "Dark Side." You may be right when you say they are concerned about your intentions. But not because they think you have bad intentions, it's just they don't understand your intentions or they're concerned that you don't know what you want. They are going to want specific reasons why you want to go to medical school now, and if you wanted to back in 1997, why you started out in law school. Only you can answer those questions.
I really think you won't have a problem coming up with the answers. And it may very well be no one is concerned about your intentions. But if you're right and medical schools are concerned with your intentions, I think it's because you haven't laid them out well enough for them.
Good Luck!!
BTW, is all of this concern in response to a recent interview? If so, what happened? (You can PM me if you don't want to post it).