Didn't sleep much last night. Woke up at 0700 and saw the email. Utterly couldn't believe it. The Dean couldn't believe it, Rotations department couldn't believe it, none of my friends could believe it, even the residents at my #1 that I was friends with couldn't believe it. I was the sure thing to match at the local EM program. Solid scores, good SLOE's, good auditions, good rotation grades. Spent a couple of hours in damn near a fugue state driving aimlessly around.
Like
@Promethean above, I was sure there was some kind of mistake. Hell, I pinched myself about a dozen times to make sure I wasn't dreaming. I literally got beat by one who changed to EM at the last minute and another that failed COMLEX-1 the first time. The only thing that could have happened was I never worked with the new program director. Even tried, got the "oh, don't feel you need to, you already spent a month here, I've heard good things about you"
So, now. Time to lick my wounds, hope for one of the 2 EM scramble spots I've put in for, and wait for the NRMP match next month. If I double-tap that one, I'll either go to my original FM Backup, or TRI at my first AOA or ACGME choice, take the USMLE, kick ass, and repeat this next year.