I don't really have anything new to say about the topic but guess I'm just looking for some social support. I'm a first year med student who seems to be zig zagging between feeling sort of ok some days and just plain terrible others. I'm pretty sure I'm never actually happy...but days when I don't feel outright terrible are bearable. However, many other days I just feel wiped out, unmotivated, anxious and totally disconnected from my class and the process of medical school. The amount of information is so oppressive and feeling like I don't know anything just makes it worse. I don't have any close friends in my class and actually do what I can to avoid having to be on campus...the atmosphere of med school really turns me off. I find myself missing my family more and more...there have been a lot of times when I just want to call them and cry (I don't because I don't want to burden them). It often seems like everyone in med school is so driven and focused so even if it sucks it's all ok because they are just so excited about becoming doctors...and I generally just can't relate. Anyway, not sure what I was trying to accomplish here except maybe read stories of others who have felt similarly. I feel so alone and stressed out.