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Hi fellow medical students!
I'm a 25 year old medical student from europe. I started studying at the age of 22. I was never 100% sure if medicine is the right path for me but I always liked the idea behind medicine (helping people and being kinda independent--parents have private practice in derm so I thought I have a good option there too).
I considered law and business administration too but didn't like the politics that was supposedly involved in being a lawyer and manager.
That aside I'll honestly admit that the prestige in medicine attracted me too.
Academically I really didn't struggle much---I passed with pretty decent grades. I wasn't really interested much in the medical science but I found memorizing stuff not to be too difficult. The problem with me was the practical stuff----I hated dissecting in anatomy, I could barely eat afterwards and I didn't really get used to it. I was very happy once that was over (although I passed with an A grade). I also totally dislike hospitals and am very uncomfortable touching patients and I'm very afraid of catching infectious diseases such as HIV/Hep C. I know all this sounds completely ridiculous for someone that planned to be a doctor but I always thought that I'd get used to it but now at the age of 25 , 3 years in medical school I feel like I'm at some type of crossroad. In my country med school takes 6 years so I have another 3 years left. At this point I'm 99,9% sure that medical practice is never gonna be something for me and I'm not even interested in laboratory work/research etc.
Another huge downside to medicine is the type of personal responsibility that you carry as a doctor. I honestly believe I could never be able to live a normal life again if I seriously hurt a patient due to wrong therapy or diagnosis.
I personally think I have some type of light obsessive-compulsive disorder and I've been to psychologists and psychiatrists due to my depression and this potential disorder. I also took anti depressants for quite some time.
The good thing in contrast to the USA is that I could leave with absolutely no debt at all(works differently here , you don't pay for med school).
So now you might be thinking "why the hell don't you quit then"?
Well I have been thinking about finishing the degree and changing fields after that. The degree itself does have some good value because medicine is viewed as a tough field to get a degree in. I also spent 3-4 years on it so I have invested time and energy.
I also don't really struggle much to pass exams.
I also am not 100% sure what to do---at this point I'd probably choose business if I had to but it is pretty much facing the absolute unknown and finishing a bachelor of business at the age of 28 isn't really anything to write home about in terms of job chances (most finish the business bachelor at the age of 24). Law is pretty much out of the question: I found out that I'm not the type of guy to sue other people and fight other people---back when I was 20 and contemplating law I had a naive picture of law (helping the innocent etc.)--but I have found out (through shadowing ) that law isn't really much about moral stuff.
The other field I'm contemplating is a bachelor of business engineering which is a mix between business and engineering. I'm not sure if I'm good enough mathematically and in physics to master engineering.
I'm totally confused at the moment.
On the one hand I don't wanna waste another 3 years on something I dislike at this point(a lot) but on the other hand I'm a realistic guy that feels like the grass ain't that much greener on the other side (law,business,engineering). I'm just totally confused.
Is it worth it finishing just for the degree?Shall I call it quits and face the unknown?Am I too old to change careers?
Any input would be greatly appreciated.
I'm a 25 year old medical student from europe. I started studying at the age of 22. I was never 100% sure if medicine is the right path for me but I always liked the idea behind medicine (helping people and being kinda independent--parents have private practice in derm so I thought I have a good option there too).
I considered law and business administration too but didn't like the politics that was supposedly involved in being a lawyer and manager.
That aside I'll honestly admit that the prestige in medicine attracted me too.
Academically I really didn't struggle much---I passed with pretty decent grades. I wasn't really interested much in the medical science but I found memorizing stuff not to be too difficult. The problem with me was the practical stuff----I hated dissecting in anatomy, I could barely eat afterwards and I didn't really get used to it. I was very happy once that was over (although I passed with an A grade). I also totally dislike hospitals and am very uncomfortable touching patients and I'm very afraid of catching infectious diseases such as HIV/Hep C. I know all this sounds completely ridiculous for someone that planned to be a doctor but I always thought that I'd get used to it but now at the age of 25 , 3 years in medical school I feel like I'm at some type of crossroad. In my country med school takes 6 years so I have another 3 years left. At this point I'm 99,9% sure that medical practice is never gonna be something for me and I'm not even interested in laboratory work/research etc.
Another huge downside to medicine is the type of personal responsibility that you carry as a doctor. I honestly believe I could never be able to live a normal life again if I seriously hurt a patient due to wrong therapy or diagnosis.
I personally think I have some type of light obsessive-compulsive disorder and I've been to psychologists and psychiatrists due to my depression and this potential disorder. I also took anti depressants for quite some time.
The good thing in contrast to the USA is that I could leave with absolutely no debt at all(works differently here , you don't pay for med school).
So now you might be thinking "why the hell don't you quit then"?
Well I have been thinking about finishing the degree and changing fields after that. The degree itself does have some good value because medicine is viewed as a tough field to get a degree in. I also spent 3-4 years on it so I have invested time and energy.
I also don't really struggle much to pass exams.
I also am not 100% sure what to do---at this point I'd probably choose business if I had to but it is pretty much facing the absolute unknown and finishing a bachelor of business at the age of 28 isn't really anything to write home about in terms of job chances (most finish the business bachelor at the age of 24). Law is pretty much out of the question: I found out that I'm not the type of guy to sue other people and fight other people---back when I was 20 and contemplating law I had a naive picture of law (helping the innocent etc.)--but I have found out (through shadowing ) that law isn't really much about moral stuff.
The other field I'm contemplating is a bachelor of business engineering which is a mix between business and engineering. I'm not sure if I'm good enough mathematically and in physics to master engineering.
I'm totally confused at the moment.
On the one hand I don't wanna waste another 3 years on something I dislike at this point(a lot) but on the other hand I'm a realistic guy that feels like the grass ain't that much greener on the other side (law,business,engineering). I'm just totally confused.
Is it worth it finishing just for the degree?Shall I call it quits and face the unknown?Am I too old to change careers?
Any input would be greatly appreciated.