Rel, I have had a question driving me crazy and since you've been giving such insights into this topic i was hoping you could help me with a similar topic.
I was accepted into one med school of the nine i filled out secondaries for. I'm finishing my senior year in college right now and for the last year have been working on a book. I received a grant to start the book and its grown and grown into a novel thats starting to get there. here is the thing. I really want to complete this book, as my 2 dreams are writing and medicine. I want to devote my life to being a doctor, but i'm worried i'll hate myself if i don't finish the book. I was offered a scholarship to a good mfa program in fiction where i can take 2 years and finish the novel, publish it, and then move on to med school and never look back. my question is... if i give up my only acceptance to finish this, will schools see that i did this and never accept me when i re-apply in a year? will they think... oh since she turned down an acceptance once, giving her a spot will be too risky?
this isn't a case of "i don't know if i want to be a doctor." i do want it to be my life, i've thought long and hard about it, but this novel and the 2 years completing it would just be the completion of my other big dream. Can I get your opinion? I've been told my odds of getting in again are slim or damaged if i do this. I know that since i don't want to do anything to jeopardize my chances of being a doctor i should just go straight to med school, but this is the culmination of a lifelong dream/study of writing. i plan on writing once i'm a doctor (oliver sacks is my idol) but... now that i've rambled, can i get your opinion? no one seems to understand that my desire to devote myself to medicine isn't in question. I don't want a lifetime teaching english. i just would like to know if taking the 2 years to complete my book is feasible or disastrous to the rest of my life as a physician. I didn't apply for the mfa first and just wait on the med school app because of people telling me med schools would frown upon my sidetrack and think i wasn't serious (i was a biochem major in college). Help!!! I'm loosing my mind
and could use the intelligent advice