as an african-american male I understand what you're saying, and I can see why a lot of white people may feel the same way.
But from my personal experience race is something that I think about all of the time. How frequently do you enter an lecture hall of 60+ people, or begin rounds with the team and immediately realize that you are the only person of your race anywhere in sight? Or that the only people with your skin color are one or two patients on your service and the janitorial staff? That causes me to think about race a lot.
There are times that stuff happens to me and I honestly don't know if it's cuz I'm a black male or not. Like a security gaurd stopping me in the hospital at 5 am and asking for my ID-badge. There may be a lot of people in this area why, am I the one to get stopped? Who comes to the hospital at 5am unless they have to be there?
It can really hurt sometimes, because I don't know how other people see me. I know that I deserve to be where I am just as much as any one else but I know in my heart that there are people I interact with that think of me as a monkey. But racism is something I grew-up experiencing, it is part of how I see world.
As for affirmative action causing people to view me as less qualified. I'd rather be in medical school having people think of me as less qualified and have the opportunity to prove myself, than there being no AA and not having that opportunity at all.[/QUOTE]
1st-I can't really relate to you on this, but I would like to hope there are more people who may register your skin color at first but don't pay it any more than a casual observance
2nd-You are correct but how do you differentiate between the ones that think that and the ones that don 't? (I am asking for my own interest)
3rd-YEah no kidding, and how you got in doesn't matter nearly as much as what you accomplish. I don't fault the individual who benefits from AA-I would have utilized it had it applied to me, nor did the people who benefit from the program institute it.-I always want to tell people who take anti-AA sentiment as a personal or racial attack, when the issues I have are with the program-NOT THE INDIVIDUAL WHO BENEFITS-Everybody scraps for their opportunities, only to have to scrap harder for the next one, so when I may raise an issue with AA it doesn't have to do with an individual at all. There are more qualified individuals than spots bottom line. There are two reasons I oppose but one of them is that I feel it causes needless racial friction. This is my opinion but how can a program be created to combat racism when it, by definition is racist. ( I am not saying that reverse racism is legit, or that blacks weren't sh$t on by this country, I am talking only in direct literal interpretation) This program seems to make middle class whites furious b/c they are the ones that go to fairly integrated schools and work at jobs side by side with blacks, and see it as a swipe at them, in turn it is easily manipulated to fuel a simmering undercurrent of racism.(also the whites that support it seem to be the wealthy who already have advantages) On a side note my views on this derived from my time in the military where I shared living spaces, meals, boozing on time off, with all races-maybe it was the camraderie or the proximal living space but it was true we didn't think in terms of black and white. Thanks for the honest answer and again, I only raise isssues & ask questions b/c I would like to be a more competent/informed person