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Allow me to introduce myself and the dilemma that I am facing in my life right now. I'm almost 23 years old, and I just got my B.S. in Business (3.7 GPA) from a state school. I'm working in a business setting right now. I've been truly unhappy for the past two years, because I never went after my dream of attending medical or health professions school. I listened to negative people put me down, and convinced myself that I wasn't good enough for this. I withdrew from Bio II and Chem II two years ago.
In actuality, not to sound cocky, but I am extremely intelligent and I know that I can succeed in medical school. And now, as I sit in this cubicle (doing something I have no passion for but pays the bills), the pangs of regret are hitting me harder now than ever before. My decision to quit on my dream haunts me EVERY SINGLE DAY, and the regret eats away at my soul constantly. I will never be happy until I can do this.
With all this being said, I have a dilemma. I know that I need to do a post-bacc. Option 1 is to take a do it yourself post-bacc here at my state school. The pros: it will be cheap, and I won't have to relocate away from my girlfriend, who I am very serious with. The cons: I feel like I need to get away from this school I?ve been at for the past four years because I will be taking classes with 18 and 19 year old kids, and I will just be depressed and reminded of blowing the opportunity when I was in their shoes.
Option 2: Relocate out of state to a one-year post-bacc program. The pros: I will be in classes with other older pre-medical students and I won?t feel out of place like I would here at State University. They also have linkage programs with med schools, so I?m basically guaranteed to get into medical school if I get into the post-bacc and work hard. These post-bacc programs are tailor-made for people like me. The downside of this great program is that I?d have to move away from my girlfriend for at least a year. Again, she is a serious girlfriend and she is the one that I want to marry one day. The idea of being away from her while I go to school and pursue my dream frightens me, because I love being with her.
So that?s it. I?m facing a huge dilemma. Sorry for the book, but I feel like I just needed to get it out. I?d appreciate any words of wisdom from other nontrads because I know there are others on this board with a lot of life experience that could help me out a great deal in this time of need.
In actuality, not to sound cocky, but I am extremely intelligent and I know that I can succeed in medical school. And now, as I sit in this cubicle (doing something I have no passion for but pays the bills), the pangs of regret are hitting me harder now than ever before. My decision to quit on my dream haunts me EVERY SINGLE DAY, and the regret eats away at my soul constantly. I will never be happy until I can do this.
With all this being said, I have a dilemma. I know that I need to do a post-bacc. Option 1 is to take a do it yourself post-bacc here at my state school. The pros: it will be cheap, and I won't have to relocate away from my girlfriend, who I am very serious with. The cons: I feel like I need to get away from this school I?ve been at for the past four years because I will be taking classes with 18 and 19 year old kids, and I will just be depressed and reminded of blowing the opportunity when I was in their shoes.
Option 2: Relocate out of state to a one-year post-bacc program. The pros: I will be in classes with other older pre-medical students and I won?t feel out of place like I would here at State University. They also have linkage programs with med schools, so I?m basically guaranteed to get into medical school if I get into the post-bacc and work hard. These post-bacc programs are tailor-made for people like me. The downside of this great program is that I?d have to move away from my girlfriend for at least a year. Again, she is a serious girlfriend and she is the one that I want to marry one day. The idea of being away from her while I go to school and pursue my dream frightens me, because I love being with her.
So that?s it. I?m facing a huge dilemma. Sorry for the book, but I feel like I just needed to get it out. I?d appreciate any words of wisdom from other nontrads because I know there are others on this board with a lot of life experience that could help me out a great deal in this time of need.