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I began training for an ER scribing job, and although it wasn't my favorite thing in the world, I continued because I thought I would get the hang of it. Last week my manager told me I was doing a great job and it gave me a bit more confidence. This last week was tough, mostly because the girl who was training me talked down to me. After the third training shift, I felt like I hadn't progressed much, and my next shift was on my own at the specialty clinic. That shift didn't go too great, because the setup was totally different, but the doctor loved me. Fast forward to today. I get a call from my manager saying I haven't progressed enough and my trainers say I'm misspelling words and not getting enough information, and the dreaded "I'm not a good fit". This was such a tough job to get, because a lot of places are hesitant to hire me (I'm really shy). The pace was way too fast for me, and it was hard for me to glean an HPI from a lot of the patients, let alone keep up with their medical histories. I'm not sure how to take this, and I'm doubting my decision to go to med school. I also felt as if too many doctors were willing to just give away meds (especially pain meds) to anyone there. I'm more into lifestyle modification to prevent diseases, and I felt totally out of place there. Some friends advise me to go to naturopathic school, but it's reputation on here is less than stellar. Honestly, I'm not sure where to go from here, or if I someone as shy as me even belongs in medicine. Any words of advice?